Life is sweeter with you...

To my DeaR DeaR... Thank you!

2009-08-25T17:06:00.000+08:00

To my dearest Dear Dear....

I'm really really grateful to have found you... you bring laughter and joy in my life...

you make everyday (esp. weekends) an adventure to me...

you are always so caring and showing concern in every detail of my life...

I love you so dearly...

Seeking for the old JaSMinE..

2008-09-28T22:59:00.005+08:00

Suddenly I'm feeling very lost...

seem to have lost my drive... lost my determination.. lost my perseverance... lost myself... the Jasmine Tan that everyone once knew...

Hmmm... I seem to be comfortable with what I have now and dun seem to want any chances or improvement... Assignments are due in 2 weeks' time.. yet i dun feel like starting on any.. guess it's really time to plan my life... what i want to do and what i want to achieve... i need to work out my goals in life... reflect on myself.. my life.. and what i have routinely been doing...

I need a LIFE!!!

Back from the clouds...

2008-09-08T08:32:00.005+08:00

Yeah.. just got back from the clouds.. haha... yup.. just got back from genting..

Always thought that genting is super fantastic blah blah blah blah.. Cos everyone been there before but i didnt... haha.. actually nothing much anyway.. just the theme parks... shopping and food are more or less similar to those we have @ home.. I guess the only thing i like would be the weather.. haha.. cold cold... haha.. far too cold at times though.. but still "managable" heehee..

And of course the company.. Thanks dear..

Our Future Home...?

2008-09-03T12:58:00.003+08:00

We have applied for Senja Green @ Bukit Panjang... It's relatively near to dear's place... Not a bad choice... Haha.. next time when we have our children etc... his mama can take care.. so it's wise to stay near there.. heehee...
However, haha.. there is only 284 units.. but there is already 1302 applicants... (and the application is not close yet. In fact it has just started for a few days... less than a week ).. think chances are not that high.. but we shall see.. We do have priority.. cos it's near to dear's place and also that we are first time applicants... but i think it applies to many of them also.. haha.. we shall leave it all to fate.. haha.. if it's yours, it will be...

My First Offical Teachers' Day

2008-09-01T00:44:00.006+08:00

I nearly spent my Teachers' Day in the hospital.... Eye had some infection... Went to see Dr. Tan on Thurs... he was worried that it maybe some ulcer etc etc... wants me to go A&E at once... As usual... wait and wait... i mean... what else... A&E in government hospital.. what can u expect.. furthermore, i guess they consider mine as non-emergency... Reached at 8pm.. left the hospital at abt 12.30pm..

Although the wait was intolerable.... something fortunate -- it is just an eye infection.. not ulcer.. nor have it developed into an ulcer... so luckily my eyes are relatively well..

And.. thanks dear for coming over to accompany me... love u.. and of course.. must thank my mei mei.. for accompanying me as well... I really need ppl to accompany...

please lor... eyes is a something i am most afraid to touch.. cant even stand looking at people putting on their contact lens... and i have to go see doctor with regards to my eyes... OMG.. they need to touch etc etc... i cannot imagine lor.. was super worried and stressed... but luckily.. everything was not that bad...

anyway, left A&E at 12 plus... was still able to go to sch on following day for teachers' day celebration.. Love my class... love my students....

THank U dear.. THank U Wen!!

2008-08-02T21:26:00.004+08:00

Suddenly I feel so xing fu... i thought a gift from dear was good enough already...

Who knows i have such a thoughtful and sweet friend.... While shopping, I happened to tell wen that i always wanted the graduation figurine... but my sis didnt buy for me during my graduation... Then who knows this sweet lady went to buy for me without me knowing and give it to me... Love U gal... Thank U!!!

Holidays are over.... sob sob

2008-06-26T00:10:00.007+08:00

yup... holidays are over... back to school...

although time passes really fast.. but overall i would say that i enjoyed this holiday very much...

firstly my hongkong trip (1st June to 5th June) was super enjoyable.. but still dun have the photos yet... havent get the chance to have a meet-up after the trip... i guess it's hard to make time now.. Will update soon when i get the pictures... =)

Then went to Bangkok (7th June to 11th June)... i love bangkok.... shopping paradise... shop till drop.. and u cannot believe it... I been going to bangkok so often that within less than a year, i been there 3 times... haha...

some photos taken in bkk...

The hotel we stayed --- Baiyoke Boutique
Beautiful wallpaper, pictures everywhere...
making our way to CTC...

Movies with Meiyee

2008-05-27T23:00:00.005+08:00

Ever since CNY, i have yet the chance to meet and catch up with meiyee... Finally.. it's the june holidays and just happen that MY is on leave today.. so we met and watched Indiana Jones together... haha... As usual, MY is always so well-versed in movies... haha... i have no opinion at all on what movies to watch.. so leave it all up to her...

Initially, we are suppose to watch Accuracy of death... but apparently i have no idea why all the screening timing were in the evening... so we changed and decided to watch Indiana Jones...

Hmm... nice nice movie.. adventure... i recommend it.. nice plot.. although old (he's 65 lor!!), handsome man... haha..

After movies.. we were shopping for a new teapot.. clothings etc etc... hahaa.. enjoyed myself... Really must find chances to meet up with friends more regularly... haha...

Haha... I remember i still have friends named Carol, Jia and company.. hahaa.... will catch up with u guys soon... =)

Happy Mothers' Day!!!

2008-05-25T01:15:00.007+08:00

Havent had time to update... super duper busy over the months... nearly cannot breathe... my brain deprive of oxygen!! sleep was something I did not enjoy then... Sleep = waste of time... Can you imagine how busy i am??? haha.. but if u saw me shopping somewhere during this peak period of mine, that's becos I'm waiting for my dad to pick me up.. haha... got free time so must shop!!!

Oh.. talking about shopping... I didnt realise i am a good spender.. haha... super duper powerful.. haha.. I will talk about my harvest in another entry when i snap pictures of them... haha...

Anyway, celebrate mothers' day on the actual day (11th May) @ Equinox... Dad was telling me some time back about his encounter and experience clubbing @ erm.... 71st/72nd storey... (he cant rem) but of course.. that was donkey years ago... then i ask him, did he bring mum along?? haha... obviously he didnt.. er, he did la.. only ONCE!!! he said that mum dont like to go out with him and his friends... haha.. whatever lor.. so since Mothers' day was round the corner then, i suggested and asked mum if she wanna go for high tea.. haha.. mum agreed on one condition... not to bring dad along... (becos he always go and have fun without asking my mum along!!!)HAHAHA... what a childish mum i have?? haha... but she's kidding... so the whole family went to equinox on mothers' day... had lotsa fun... dad and mum joked and played like kids.. haha.. we all had fun, laughing, playing, eating, enjoying... hahaha... the view is not bad... the food, soso... but still it's the company that matters... so overall, it great deal of fun... haha...

@ Equinox

Lyn w the bird view of Singapore

What a flabby arm... sickening...

Notice... mum pulling dad's ears... haha
Mum trying to feed dad... haha...

Yeah!!!

Actually after dad's accident tat causes the early retirement of dad and mum, the family is drawn so much closer... all of us were never so close before... in the past dad and mum is always working... they leave house as early as 4-6am... then reaches home at 8-9pm... by the time they reach home, we will usually just watch tv and go sleep... sometimes we'll talk, sometimes we don't... erm, of course the relationship was not so bad.. we love each other.. but usually they are weary by that time..

But... imagine..

my dad and mum holds hands while shopping the other day...

we (the 3 sisters) hook on dad's arm as we walk...

we eat dinner together every night... erm, sometimes without mum... she's gossipping with ppl... haha...

This is how close we are... i guess the accident is sort of a blessing in disguise... =)

Stressful stressful life

2008-05-02T22:52:00.003+08:00

Actually what does it take for one who stay, work and live in Singapore?
hmmm... it's tough i guess.. the pace in Spore is really fast. Of course that contribute to the strong economy.. However, has one ever slow down the pace to appreciate the things, the people the environment around?

I have always wanted to take life easy. Want to slow things down, appreciate the things, people ard me.... But it's easier to be said than done. Catching up with friends is a big issue... SORRY GUYS!! Updating my blog is another issue... It's been so long since i last update.. I have also decided to start drawing.. haha... i drew a picture of the airport arrival hall.. and STOP!.. but i've no choice.. Assignments are adding so much burden on my shoulders.. life is tougher in ____ than back in Uni.. Although financially is a little less taxing.. mentally is overloading... Nearly break down physically and mentally last week. Too much stress... fell sick.. slow the pace and feels even more stressful.. practically slept for 2-3 hours on average over the week. goodness.. already falling sick... but cant sleep... not enough sleep = immune system drops... fortunately.. the one peak is over... a little relieve.. but i can foresee more peak coming my way... but what to do.. i am a determine person full of perseverance.. haha.. take the opportunity to praise myself... haha..
But watever it is... i know life still have to go on... there were numerous of downs in my life and yet i have overcome one-by-one.. so i know i can survive.. haha..

I know granny is watching over me... watching my performance... i know i need to try a little harder everytime... =)

of course let that stupid sickening auntie of mine know that the world does not rotate about her sons... many others are so much better than them.. no big deal... stupid woman!!! (haha.. take opportunity to vent my anger... haha)

Work harder!!!!

2008-03-14T13:37:00.003+08:00

Yeah... i pass my SMMT.. Dont have to retake.. lalala... anyway, just a brief update of what is happening...

plans to go korea/china is postponed... Not possible to spare some extra cash on top of those set aside for year end Japan trip... =(

Tonnes of assignment is stressing hard on my shoulders.. really... too heavy.. nearly going crazy.. haha... but I know i can do it!!! yeah!

any important thing then update ba... got to go and continue to work hard... =)

My 23rd Birthday Celebrations

2008-02-24T01:47:00.004+08:00

Talking about birthdays... i realised i didnt mentioned much about my recent birthday celebration.. Guess pictures speaks a thousand words..

Specially prepared steamboat for me!!! Mum even bought abalone to celebrate... Apparently dad is slicing the abalone when this pic was taken.. cant find it..

THANK YOU EVERYONE!!!

Refuse to accept christmas log cake as my birthday cake.. so in the end, ann took the trouble to go to 3-4 different places to look for one that is not log cake... haha... It's always like tat.. my birthday is too close to christmas... haha

Celebrations with my friends on the day before my birthday... @ blue jazz cafe

Cheers to our friendship!!!

Jalyn's Birthday is round the corner

2008-02-24T01:11:00.007+08:00

Lyn's birthday is round the corner.. (**opps... dad's birthday is nearer wor.. haha... **) hmm.. dont know what to do this year... haha.. thought of going to the zoo.. haha... i think i'll get killed if i suggest that... think just last year or 2 ago, i went to zoo to have a mini birthday celebration with my sisters and armand.. haha.. but as u all know, my birthday falls on the monsoon season... thus it's raining cats and dogs.. haha.. didnt get to see any animal show at all.. but still.. it's fun.. lyn and I even took pictures in the toilet there.. but apparently, the photos are with armand.. and i think the PC crash.. so the photos are gone as well... haha.. but nvm.. at least it's in my memory..
talking abt photos.. i realised i didnt upload lyn's 16th birthday celebration lorx... haha.. nvm.. below are photos and video taken last year on 29th March.. haha.. better to be late then never..

Very funny.. we were waiting for dad to pick us up.. so there's nothing else to do.. we played around with the camera.. haha... guess what i was doing?? haha.. trying hard to catch a jumping pose.. haha

Actually i realised i have already upload most of the photos.. haha.. anyway.. just a recollection in situ with lyn's birthday being round the corner..

anyway, confirm didnt upload this video.. haha..

Super boring lesson!!

2008-02-11T11:02:00.000+08:00

I'm in a middle of super boring lesson.. teaching about how to blog.. haha.. Of course.. I know how to blog =P... chose to attend this lesson to find out more about using blogs for active learning.. but apparently, the course has yet to come to the important points.. still on how to create a new blog... boring.. haha..

anyway, dear friends...
I finally got my hall!!!! got to check in by the 15th feb.. so soon... haha.. but anyway.. Hurray!! cheer for me man.. thinking about the fact that i can skip my long and unbearable travelling journey!! Yeah!! haha..
But of course.. i will be in jurong.. extremely west side of singapore.. difficult to meet up regularly though.. heehee.. anyone nearby can always date me on weekdates...

starting sth new i guess.. gtg..

MIA for the whole of 08 JAN!! haha.. pai seh..

2008-02-02T00:20:00.000+08:00

In case you havent notice... I have not been updating for the whole of 2008 Jan.. haha... *** i bet i'm the only one who have just noticed that... haha...

Apparently, i'm quite free as the hectic sch life have yet to start... Many many modules will start only after 25th feb.. had applied for hostel.. but have yet to receive gd news... only the fact that we have been placed into the waiting list... OMG!!! i simply cant stand the 2 hours travelling time!! and becos it's so far, i simply dont have the control of my time.. so usually i would leave hse 2.5 hrs earlier... so i will reach sch super duper early... boring boring boring... How good if i am granted with a hall now... i dont have to wake up early.. AND most importantly.. travel for so long... sick and tired of travelling.. peak hour crowds.. and uncivilised people... irritating.. have tonnes of stories to tell when it comes to this... OMG!! especially in the trains... arghhhh...

Haha.. but complaints aside... (**oh talking abt complains.. i really think the conplaint choir is unique and very artistic... coooool!!!**) i am still enjoying every moment... be it in sch, at home, workout, with friends... everything seems cool... especially the friends gathering.. haha.. guess it's a new chapter for most of us.. heard lots of interesting and fun fun experiences... haha.. gossips too.. heehee... =p

Just met XJ, HY and MY yesterday.. haha... practically laughed throughout the whole dinner... haha... teasing each other?? or rather enjoying HY and XJ's arguments?? haha.... think must meet out more frequently.. lalalalala...

Just came back from Vivo... after our usually friday meeting.. haha... this time it's at vivo - sushi tei... haha... apparently had been eating japanese food for the last 2 days.. but still i am enjoying.. hahah... Cheers to salmon salmon and salmon.. haha... i guess i can eat that everyday for all 3 meals.. haha... but it's EXPENSIVE lah.... =p lalalaa... heehee...
Anyway, after sushi tei, we went shopping.. and went on to pacific coffee... hee.. another of my fav place... (***trying hard to forget my VERY VERY BAD experience @ raffles link pac coffee***) haha.. My fav mocha brownie again.. haha.. super high in carbo.. hahah.. BUT.. WATEVER.. live life to the fullest isnt it?? haha... there we exchanged our belated X'mas present.. haha... apparently this is xmas gift Xchance PART 2.. haha.. becos WJ didnt know was exchange.. so got us all a present each.. so we decided to give each other one each as well.. heehee.. so i got another X'mas present on FEBURARY!! haha... but that's alright... enjoying enjoying... oh.. and we agreed to go New Zealand together end of 2009.. YEAH!! expecting.. cant waiting... it's like more than a year away.. but we have a rough idea already... free and easy.. exciting and extreme activities... and most importantly.. we are going to driving.. so WJ and SJ gotta go for the driving exams etc etc... and me?? refresher course... small small courage.. haha.. but we still got Cin to rely on.. heehee.. simply cant wait..

waiting for sunday's gathering with Secondary sch friends.. yeah... this time round yvo is joining us... Yeah.. havent seen her for a long long time... cant wait for sunday... lalala....

Last day of 2007

2007-12-31T20:02:00.000+08:00

it's the end of 2007.. hmm.. sad to say, i have yet to fulfil my resolution i set at the beginner of the year.. to master roller blading.. haha.. i really have no time to learn... haha.. i hope perhaps i can master it by the end of 2008..

My wishes for 2008

~ my dad's recovery is quick and smooth

~ $$ keeps rolling into my pocket.. my bank.. my family.. haha..

~ Committed to my workout schedule despite my tight schedule

~ Be even happier in 2008

~ Add colours to my students' lives..

~ Japan trip @ the end of 2008

~ China mid 2008?? hmmm.. chances are not high though

Thank you Wen & Chun

2007-12-18T00:22:00.000+08:00

Heehee... had a super duper great meal today.. also super duper pai seh.. didnt know wen will be treating me for dinner.. i brought lyn along.. opps.. and ordered a lot of things.. opps... heehee.. but nvm.. will remember in my heart... haha... will certainly find chances to give u a treat again.. =)

THANK YOU WEN & CHUN!!!

Photo sharing..

2007-12-14T01:27:00.000+08:00

Apparently, we took some photos of the hotel i stayed in bkk.. highly recommended.. very beautiful.. and i love the wallpapers everywhere... will update that some time soon..

but meanwhile... for those who missed the First Toa Payoh Primary and Secondary School compound that we had our wonderful days in...

A walk down memory lane..

FTPSS (1968 - 2002 compound)

Our new hall then

2nd storey Corridor

FTPSS (think it's 1968-2003 compound)

Our canteen

Our assembly grounds every morning! ~~ parade square

The staircase class 1e1(1997)/2e1(1998) took a pic to rem our class bbq

Our track sponsered by Singapore Pools.. haha.. i remembered that.. because 3e2(1999) was asked to snap a photo with.. to post in the school's news letter...

The wall i once climbed over.. Yea.. haha..
And if u guys rem.. our PCCG room back then sitting at the middle right of the pic.. Dating grounds of Xiang & WXXLXXX

Our Hall, Canteen PLUS the basketball court where we had many of our PE lesson there.. and of course the dating ground of Jia and WXXJXX.. hahahaa..

The linkway that is later built... connecting the old primary sch compound..

Shopping shopping and shopping....

2007-12-14T00:53:00.000+08:00

Have been shopping like no one's business even after my fruitful bkk trip.. OMG... haha..

What to do... it's the season of giving.. haha..
Wanted to pamper myself (esp when my birthday it's round the corner), my family and friends... bought all my christmas gifts le... auntie jane(of course her birthday present as well), Wen...((***oh.. and of course.. my treat on Mon for helping me the other day... THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!! UR HELP IS GREATLY APPRECIATED!!!***)).... exchange x'mas gifts with 1) carol, jia and co.. 2) SJ, WJ and cin... ..... ..... .....

for those who know me well.. haha.. must definitely know that i am a barbie doll lover.. i promised myself that once i start earning stable income.. i must buy the holiday seasons barbie doll for myself.. but apparently there are no more yearly holiday season barbie.. so that day while i was in taka, i saw this december barbie doll.. haha.. straight away i know i am going to get that for sure.. haha.. so i grab that doll and headed for the cashier.. ha.. guess the person who know me best is still my sisters... haha... less than 15mins before i made the payment, ann was there with xin.. bought exactly the same doll for me.. haha.. so the both of us bought the same doll within the same hour.. haha.. no choice.. i had already made the payment.. hence i went to ask if i can change to sth else.. haha.. good.. they allowed the exchange.. so i went to change to Enchanted barbie doll.. haha.. so within an hour the 2 of us spent $120 for barbie dolls.. haha.. but whatever... it's really the month to dote myself... and also for others to dote on me.. haha..

December doll

Enchanted Doll

Bought many many hello kitty things for ann.. it's her favourite afterall.. haha.. and one of them includes this christmas sock that dad is suppose to put in some presents for us... haha.. i hang it outside my bedroom door.. hopefully dad gets the signal.. haha...

very pampered indeed... dennis asked from his friend the esprit staff purchase discount coupon.. haha.. 40% off.. and guess what i spent nearly $400 after discount.. haha... but of course... these includes bags for ann and jasline.. jacket, pouch, accessories for lyn.. clothes, slippers etc for myself.. haha.. nearly bought bags and perfumes.. haha... cannot make it lar.. if i bought all of my wants.. haha.. i think my bill will make up to $1000 after discount lor.. haha...

Jasline's bag... exactly the same as my sis.. haha..

in fact... everyday.. once i go out of my house, i tend to spend... on little things to pamper myself... below are just some.. hahaha... heehee..

precious thots hp pouch

titus watch

Enjoying my holidays!!

2007-12-09T00:20:00.000+08:00

just came back from bkk... haha... twice in 3mths.. haha.. thought i shld enjoy myself before i start work, thus i went with ann ard sept... haha.. in just less than 3 mths, i went bkk again with jas... haha... i guess bkk is the most affordable and best shopping area for me.. this time it is scary man... i brought my esprit luggage.. came back with it plus a plastic bag that is bigger than than my luggage.. haha.. but apparrently i didnt get anything for my friends.. i am also not sure wat exactly did i buy such that i was super broke when i come back... haha...

that dearest ah mow asked me why didnt buy things for him... =p haha.. then he go taiwan also didnt get for me.. go aust didnt even tell me.. lalalaalala.. haha... watever...

Updates of the past 3 mths...

2007-11-10T12:59:00.000+08:00

Haha... Have been missing in action for the past 3 months.. Haha.. Many significant things took place... I ended chapter 6 of my life with many beautiful things.. haha..a few of them would be my recent Australia trip, Hongkong.. Disneyland.. Madness shopping in bangkok... my commencement.. haha... Had a great deal of fun and many eye-opening experiences...

Have yet to post my hk trip pics.. Here are some..

@ Changi Airport w my Dad n Mum

@ HK Airport... the place where i always dream to be @

@ HK airport w Dad

the 3 sisters.. kinda of blur.. haha.. my mum has shaky hands.. haha...

Heading for Mong Kok.. where the hotel was located

Opposite my Hotel

Heading to Ave of Stars

Ave of Stars.. still not getting used to my camera.. apparently cant get the settings correct..

@ the Peak

Bird view

@ Madam Tussauds w Albert

@ Madam Tussauds w the Beatles

DisneyLand!!

Cant stand the Orange Family.. My goodness..

My Lovely Family...

Our hotel was near to...

we were heading to purchase our lao pao bing and also to shop at ladies market..

On our way back to Home Sweet Home

A new chapter of my life begin...

So far so good.. i am enjoying every little thing in this chapter... will update further.. need to go out soon...

seeya...

My Convocation

2007-08-01T00:41:00.000+08:00

On 9th July 2007..

I officially ended my 4 years of studies in NUS.. Although there were more pains than gains, 4 years still passed.. and i have gained myself a degree..

Celebrations!!!!

With family....

~ will be going over the 2nd uncle's in-laws studio to take a formal family photo after we come back from HK

~ a BUILD-A-BEAR bear from auntie Jane.. created by Auntie Jane, Ann and Lyn.. Named Minty Min.. heehee... Nice nice.. unique and special.. unlike the lion i bought for myself..

With Friends....

There are some more photos with WJ.. heehee... that was my 3rd round of photo taking.. waiting for WJ to upload.. then i will upload here as well.. YEah..

Memories in Australia -- to be continue..

2007-07-22T13:04:00.000+08:00

It's been really some time ever since i update my blog.. hmm.. had been having great fun lately.. i shall first start elaborating on my aussie trip, 8D5N..

Day 1 - 6/6/07

Our flight departs at 9 plus.. meeting Irene @ 7pm for some briefing before checking-in.. We've got 4th uncle to come and fetch us and the luggages **heehee** to the airport.. We decided to go to the airport earlier then we are suppose to, to meet auntie jane for dinner before heading for AUSTRALIA!!! we reached airport at around 6pm and was soon joined by auntie jane and armand.. we headed to Sakae sushi.. had a great dinner..

~a tableful of plates..

Soon after we bid farewell to auntie Jane and Armand and headed into the restricted zone.. haha.. then the 3 crazy gals starts self portrait.. haha..

and not long later.. yeah.. we are on the plane..

Haha.. in the plane.. i guess we were treated like pigs.. haha.. within 7-8 hours, we had 2 meals and 2 rounds of snacks.. haha..

Day 2 - 7/6/07

And after 7-8 hours of flight and insufficent sleep, we reached airport @ Brisbane..

Our iternary show that we will only be heading for the hotel at night.. so they have planned a series of place of interest/attraction. As we were too early for our first location, we headed for macdonalds' for breakfast.. again?? ya again.. so we didnt eat much.. but we started taking photos again.. heehee..

after the short break, we went to direct factory outlet for shopping.. haha.. only an hour.. so we spent our time usefully.. no time for slow walking or photo taking etc.. haha..

our next destination is Sirromet Winery... we had a handsome representative to tell us more abt the winery..

~ é bus that accompanied us throughout our aussie memories

~Beautiful scenery

~Our fav. bus Captain

~With JiaHui

I not not sure why is it that we were running behind time.. so we had little time for lunch.. so we had to make sure that our lunch is quick.. so sianz.. our second meal of Macdonalds.. fast fast..

after lunch, we headed immediately to the Tropical Fruits World..

As we were too behind time, we are unable to make it in time for to Habour Town.. they closed too early.. haha.. relatively to Singapore.. so in the end we switched to another place... opps.. i forgotten the name of the place.. but anyway, we shop and shop... and had our dinner there as well..

Soon after that, our bus captain Shane then ferried us to our hotel.. yeah.. finally can rest.. haha..

Day 3 - 8/7/07

Day 3's focus will be mainly on Movie World.. had great fun there... loved it very much..

~we were daring enuff to try this.. haha.. clap leh..

Day 4 - 9/6/07

After visiting Movie World, we went to Dream World the following day... yeah.. had great fun there too.. went on board to a fantastic thrill ride.. cool.. on a cart, less than 20 secs, at a speed of 160km/h, going up nearly 30 storey high... cool cool... scary too.. manage to get the pic there.. but no scanner cant scan in.. my face was like... SCARE!!! haha

~it was really cold at night...

~Our Gala dinner.. didnt take much pic cos my sony cam low batt.. then samsung cam cant seem to take night views well..

Day 5 - 10/6/07

Day 5 was our free day.. We chosen to go for the optional tour to Sunshine Coast.. 5 places of interest to go.. was a bit rush... but not too bad in general... the only wasted part of the journey is that we didnt go to the Australia zoo... nvm.. there will always be a second, third or watever time.. haha..

Our first destination ~ Monts Ville (hope i spell correctly.. forgotten le..)

~turning circles only?? haha.. circle after circle?? heehee

Next destination, Ettamogah Pub

Our next destination -- super bee

Had our lunch there... and of course.. tried many different kinds of HONEY...

Our last 2nd location... Underwater world...

Hmmm... Sounds weird to go to underwater world when we have such a good one in Singapore.. heehee.. but anyway, just to see what others got.. not too bad afterall... =P

Last location of the day... Ginger Factory...

They have all sorts of ginger made products.. but.. haha.. ginger is not for me.. didnt buy anything there... just went to see see look look... =P

Back near my hotel @ surfer's paradise

Day 6 - 11/6/07

We are on our way to Tangalooma.. Yeah... it's really a beautiful place.. a fantastic experience over Day 6 and 7 there... cool...

Beautiful Sky, Sand and Sea

~ brotherly fun..

Just before sand tobogganing... cool experience..

Beautiful scene from the hotel room

My fOotPrInT @ Tangalooma!!

Whale Watching @ Tangalooma.. (my pics are not that amazing.. can see Jia Hui's blog http://sweetaudiodelights.blogspot.com/)

Weekend packed of fun laughter and joy!!

2007-05-21T11:28:00.000+08:00

In fact i should be very free.. will be able to update my blog as and when i want.. haha.. but it's really busy.. tuition.. working.. and having fun.. haha.. oh and most importantly slacking.. apparentally spent a lot of time with my favourite one.. the TV.. haha.. rather than the computer.. haha..

also had time to pay my hairdresser a visit.. heehee

@ e chinese restarant @ palm resort with my new hairstyle

this weekend that just passed.. had lots of fun.. Saturday morning, joined armand @ the driving range @ bishan.. heehee... first encounter with golf.. seen so many golf clubs but neber use before.. haha.. but haha.. lousy lousy.. no talent for it.. ahaha... but plans to go again tml afternoon.. heehee... afterall a glove was bought specially for this purpose.. so must make use.. haha..

haha.. edited the pic in such a way to hide the "no talent"

then after that, went for the "teaching as a career" seminar.. hmm... not a wasted seminar.. but i would say.. it didnt inspire me to go into teaching immediately.. althought i have tonnes of passion.. but still think i would try sth else out there... shall seriously consider when i'm back from aussie.. heehee...

after the seminar.. off to work.. heehee... really love my job.. smile and laugh throughout the 4 hours..heehee.. but still these laughter are on top of the serious work.. not fooling around hor.. heehee.. smile is of course to the patients..

On sunday, went to palm resort.. haha.. left singapore at 6 plus.. reached palm resort at 8 plus.. went swimming, pool.. had lunch at a chinese restarant then off we go.. on our way back to spore... didnt had time for others... heehee.. but had great time in general... planned for my week ahead as well.. golf.. blade.. haha.. i hope will be able to make it..

still rem i told myself must learn to blade by feb.. haha.. didnt have the time then.. later have liao but no company.. haha.. but now.. haha got time got company.. heehee.. so hope i manage to learn them before i go out and work..heehe...

This Chapter of my life is coming to an end soon...

2007-05-10T01:57:00.000+08:00

This Chapter of my life is coming to an end soon... Shall end this chapter with travelling.. i believed this chapter of my life is indeed a benefical one... i wouldnt say it's one that fantasize ppl.. but certainly one that i gained tonnes of experience.. and learnt to be a more determined person.

another chapter of my life is gonna begin soon.. i have yet to go and look for job.. apparently going to aussie and HK... will only be available to start work after my HK trip.. so dun think i wanna go and look for job now.. diff to explain why want to start work only in july...

anyway, the semester has come to an end.. FYP is offically over... presentation sucks.. but i doubt will fail.. so no worries...

been some time ever since i catch up with my friends.. really busy.. or rather, i'm busy when they are free and they are busy when i'm free.. difficult to meet up... but always keep them in mind... =)

in general for the past one month, nothing big occurred... just that i have been going back to my Alma Mater to do relief... really enjoyed my time there... made some friends.. got to know lyn's friends better... had fun having meals together.. haha.. makes me feel so young again.. ***i'm not trying to say that i'm old.. just that being with them really make me feel like i'm back in secondary school, having fun, studying, BGR, friendship... haha... great experience i would say...***
guess teaching is really my passion... but the stress that it brings along is a little intimidating.. so i'm still considering my options.. but shall keep my fingers cross.. no idea what the next step i really want to take..

anyway, seen doctor twice in a row for the past week... stepped on some glass that i cant removed.. was too deep inside.. so no choice.. got my doc to help me remove... practically digged out the glass lor... haha.. super duper painful... bleed quite a bit at the instant.. but stopped pretty immediately.. took a jab -- tetanus... but that jab.. haha.. brought another episode of pain.. haha.. erm.. how do i put this... i think doc mentioned something like localized effect or sth.. cant rem.. but anyway, the entire area around the injection swell and hurts... super red.. think it may be due to the fact that i was not relaxed enuff when the jab was given or some sort of allergy reaction... watever la.. but doc gave me 2 types of antibiotics... and something for the swell.. pathetic.. hate antibiotics.. need to finish... total of 60 cap lor... sickening.. haha.. but wat to do.. doc say if my hand get infection, worse case would be going to the hopsital, cut that area open to drain the pus.. sucky huh.. haha.. so wat to do... force myself to remember the timing, swallow one tablet at a time... (always had the difficulty of shallowing medicines.. haha) pathetic.. ha.. but okie lar.. now the swell is a little better.. the redness is still there... but the main wound on my feet is recovering.. guess in general, still not too bad.. wont need to go hospital i think.. haha...

opps.. it's nearly 3am.. need to go back to school to finish up my editing of my FYP report.. heehee.. still not asleep.. darn.. haha... need to go... tata..

The Starter Marriage

2007-04-13T23:26:00.000+08:00

Recently i started reading "The starter marriage" by Kate Harrison, (starter marriage: noun. A first marriage that lasts only a short time, does not produce children and ends in a clean divorce) As the title suggest, this story is abt divorce.. the gal in the story is going through a tough period of her life.. the after divorce life.. Her husband had left her for his secretary.. (how 'nice'?? secretary??)

anyway, as i was reading it this afternoon, i felt as though i was in her shoes.. feeling her lost, feeling her pain.. for that moment, it became so difficult for me to put a smile on my face... painful painful feeling...

It made me start to ponder... breaking up with ur bf is so painful... breaking up with ur husband?? i guess it must hurt 10 times more...

over the years, it's pretty clear that the divorce rate is shooting up.. i really wonder.. how many out there are able to pull through the period.. how many out there are still suffering sliently.. heard of all sorts of broken relationships between husband n wife.. actually i guess it's their children that feels the pain most.. kinda of upset to think abt these.. apparently i guess i'll have the least idea of how marriage is like, but i really can feel the pain of a divorcee... haiz.. painful..

Happy 16th Birthday JALYN

2007-04-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

hey hey.. my little sister is 16th this year already!! taking her 'O' level this year.. so fast.. haha..

16 years back.. on 29th March, a little baby decided to come and see this beautiful world 3 months earlier than expected.. ha.. on a Good Friday.. haha..

so even Good Friday is her birthday.. haha.. greedy huh.. 3 birthdays.. 29th march, Good Friday and lunar birthday.. haha..

anyway, celebrated her offical birthday @ Suntec on 29th MArch.. had quite a lot of fun.. haha..

My little gal with her birthday cake!

My Little gal with mE

A treat from us to her.. Kuishin-Bo.. haha..shiok.. enjoyed so so much!!!!!

Me with gal's present!

Me and the birthday gal again.. haha... ^_^

Friday evening!!

2007-03-24T01:13:00.000+08:00

Wanted to go to school early to do my thesis.. but apparently, forgotten to bring my notebook to school.. where there's instructions on how to do my stuff using mathlab.. but didnt bring, plus cant rem how to do.. darn.. no choice need to go to sch tml again.. dun have the program in mylaptop.. darn.. haiz.. thought tml not working.. finally can rest and sleep at home on a saturday.. haiz.. too bad.. all my fault!! stupid me..

anyway, after lecture, i need to go back lab to get some info from my prof's master student... by right meeting ann directly after lect.. but too bad.. delayed.. she reached MS at 6.. while XJ and i were still at Science.. haha.. we only reached MS at 730pm.. haha.. anyway, had our dinner and then went shopping... haha.. i bought a dress... heehee.. but still didnt manage to find my student's present.. haha.. cos the thing she wants, i cant find it in MS.. apparently, she asked me to get it from bishan.. but i'm not going there this few days.. how to get.. haiz.. think tml morning go get winx's comic book for her.. or delay again lor.. haiz..

initially 3 of us headed for train station at abt 10 as ann needs to go airport to pick ZW.. he's back from.. opps.. i forgot.. HK?? Shanghai?? cant rem.. anyway, decided to take bus with Xj.. cos got concession ma.. so told ann to take train herself.. haha... evil me.. but anyway, in the end, XJ and i ended up at pacific coffee.. haha... i had been having cravings for pacific coffee.. but dun see it everywhere.. and everything i go airport, i wanted to go there... but apparently, other than me, no ones supports that idea.. haha.. so finally today i went.. heehee.. becos there were only the 2 of us.. so.. haha.. take pic the usual way.. haha.. but no skill.. haha...

but there;s a saying "practise makes perfect"haha... although still not too perfect..

i'm bored!!!!

2007-03-22T23:42:00.000+08:00

I wanna change a new hairstyle.. haha.. wanna do something daring.. haha.. but u think i dare.. haha... NEVER... everytime after a hair cut, i will cry when i was younger.. in bad mood when i get older.. never like to change my hairstyle and most importantly, the length.. haha... i had short hair only during primary sch, under that strict prinicipal.. other than that, i cut my hair short once once in sec, once in JC... haha.. but never after that.. cant bare to part with my hair.. haha.. but it seems kinda of messy now.. hmm.. esp when i'm on bus when many things on my hands, and that wind keeps blowing.. haha.. = A MAD WOMAN... haha.. but hmm.. i dunno lar.. in fact most likely i wont do anything even after thinking so much... haha..

anyway, went to ICA today to collect my passport.. haha.. people, if u wanna collect ur passport, i think it will be good if u go ard 4, before 4.30 cos they closed at 4.30pm... because they dun want to go home late... the wait wont be too long.. the staffs there, i believe worked so much faster.. haha.. ann waited for hours the other time when she went slightly after lunch time.. today i only waited for an hour.. haha.. just like the situation of polyclinic.. i ever reach the poluclinic at 7plus.. erm, think it opens at 8 or 830.. i was there early cos i accompanied lyn to school.. then since i wanna go polyclinic might as well.. haha.. think i waited until 9 plus den see doc lor.. wat lau... slow slow slow... but the other time lyn went polyclinic, she reach at 4, finish seeing doc by 4.30.. haha.. fast huh.. yeah.. so the theory is the same for both ICA and polyclinic.. haha.. haiz.. tired.. but dun feel like sleeping.. dunno to go sch tml at what time... need to get my thesis done.. but my lecture starts only at 4pm.. shld i go sch early in the morning or later... haiz.. i dunno leh.. sianz..

A DiFFerenT Saturday of MinE!

2007-03-18T04:44:00.000+08:00

today = enjoyable day...

It's Saturday, my working through-out day... morning tuition afternoon-midnight working.. ha.. but today, there's no tuition.. it's mei's birthday on 14th, and they are celebrating belated at some hotel, which they will be staying over at.. so i suppose they wont be back till sun or sth... not too certain.. but anyway, no tuition.. so i can sleep till as late as i want... woke up at 11plus... eat lunch, shower etc.. and go work.. hmmm.. and my day just ended like tat.. sounds bored huh.. but haha.. clinic job is always a cool job.. actually i love it very much.. just too tiring.. cos of the long hours i suppose.. but it's fun.. i get to see all sorts of ppl from different walks of life... different needs, different wants... my doc is knowledgable... always have a different view of each occupation or business etc... haha... gave me tonnes of new ideas... haha.. but dun have the capability he have.. haha... anyway, coolz... haha..
the colleagues there.. haha... always make my day... nice ppl everywhere in the clinic.. haha... oh.. ling made a pair of shoes for Sherry.. haha.. took pics of it.. cool... haha... nice nice...

anyway, ann n lyn came over to clinic at ard 11 plus... initally wanted to go home directly after work.. but kinda sianz.. so as usually.. our fav place.. the airport.. haha... furthermore, i brought my cam along.. haha... yeah... so without any hesitation.. we're on our way to airport... haha.. perhaps all of us are excited abt the aussie trip.. going to the airport this time seems more fun.. haha... we took pics until my cam low batt... haha...

then we decided to go home... then guess wat.. we saw auntie jane, uncle eddi n armand.. haha.. cool... so we found ourselves a seat and chit chat.. haha... as usual, our uncle eddi is full of his unique jokes.. haha... laughter filled my day.. haha...

Marchie March

2007-03-13T01:55:00.000+08:00

Haha.. gonna start my entry the same manner again.. haha..

Hmm... it's been a long time ever since i blog in my bloggy.... hee.. gotta start with this sentence again simply becos of my tight schedule again...

other than my Lectures, FYP etc etc... my evenings are still as packed as always.. so are my weedends...

Mon - Tut @ Bishan
Tues - Free
Wed - Tut @ Bishan
- Tut @ TP1
Thurs - Tut @ TP2
Fri - Free but gt lessons until 6pm lorx

Sat & Sun = Whole day occupied lorx
Sat - Tuition @ TP1 & TP2
- Clinic
Sun - "WorK"

wonder where got enuff time for FYP etc.. considering the time for TV as well... haha

Anyway, tonnes of stuff took place... but cant possibly update everything.. let my first start with sth most recent and disgusting.. haha

For ppl who find things easily to be nauseating, PLEASE SKIP THIS PART!!

Haha.. it started at Raffles City.. hmm.. not gonna talk abt the murder that took place..

anyway.. was bayraking in the toilet... den suddenly realise there were blxxd in my bayrak.. my goodness... really scares me... not long ago, dad vomit blxxd = stomach ucler... mine?? intestine ucler??? piles??? darn... super worried... gotta stay in hospital?? hence i told my dad, mum and sisters that if i am gonna stay in hospital, den someone is gonna accompany me!!! i am not gonna stay there only..
What's more is the pain if i need to do watever darn stuff for investigation... den there mum goes scaring me... saying wow if it's piles.. it's gonna be super painful... stupid lehx.. den went on and on.. =p
den there i was worrying if it's piles.. wat lau.. dunno how many ppl gonna laugh their heads off.. haha..
den i called auntie jane to ask if she noes anything abt piles... den call the clinic to ask for more details.. den check the internet for even more details.. haha... super KC...
ha.. initally wanted to go clinic to see.. but bound to be male doc.. arghh... den no choice.. gotta wait till next morning to see the doc in sch...
so the next day, went to see the doc.. the doc say i must have either push too hard or the stool is too hard.. tear the skin i suppose.. but i think it's definitely not hard stool.. haha.. must have push too hard.. haha... anyway, she say nothing serious... so no worries.. haha
super relief...

/end of my so call digusting thingy

anyway, haha.. lately have been super obsess with shopping... mind u it's not wndow shopping.. it's really shopping.. usually with 2 bags when i go home.. hhaah... gonna be addict to shopping man... or rather buying stuffs...

bought 3 t-shirts, 1 buttoned shirt, a skirt, accessories - like nobody's business, samsung camera, nike cap.. nearly buy an adidas bag, puma watch.. crazy me.. not as though got $$.. but haha.. enjoying very much... think have to send me to cold turkey.. haha..

my new cam that has mp3 and pmp and cost $499

a cap that suits lyn better @ $21.90

some more already booked for my Aussie trip.. haha... initially wanted to go taiwan den HK with XJ, Yvo and alicia.. but apparently, yvo says she needs to confirm the dates etc.. while finding out more abt taiwan, i came across the aussie trip.. haha.. in the end got persued.. and there i am.. flying to aussie in SQ on 6th June... yeah...

Celebrated Dad's 56th birthday not long ago... went to bottletree park... very bad experience... in the end i wrote slightly more than 1 page letter to them and yet they didnt bother to reply.. haiz.. super disappointed... went there to enjoy, in the end, haiz haiz haiz..... food was ave, service was super super bad... at least in my opion and my experience!!!
haiz.. it's a super long story.. but in general, the service and my experience there haiz... sxxk terribly...

see for urself.. this is just one of the small incident!!

the only thing i enjoyed there was my photos taken... but too bad.. didnt get to snap a family photo cos the ppl there were too busy to entertain u...

Haha... Lynn got a common test the next day.. so.. haha... gotta study while waiting..

My CNY 2nd Day pics...

2007-02-23T23:19:00.000+08:00

On our way to uncle's hse...

Waiting for 3rd Auntie....

Happy Chinese New Year!!

2007-02-22T11:26:00.000+08:00

it's been a month since my last entry... my goodness.. too lazy to update man... HA... my jan achievement were kns... didnt had time to blade at all.. were either too busy or too lazy.. haha... hmm... come to think about it.. think i kinda of waste my jan away.. haha

Anyway, my feb began pretty nicely.. got assign relief teaching with FTPSS.. both fun and tiring.. Tiring when u go into a class that cant be bother with you. Fun when u go into a class where they give u a certain amount of respect and had fun n laugther at the same time.
suppose to go back today.. but wasnt able to.. already fixed an appointment with Prof A.. if i change it again.. i think he will really kill me.. haha...

yeah... it's CNY again.. this is the first year we celebrate CNY without grandma... I hope she were with us for that few days... anyway, cousins brought their the other halves... haha... without granny, i seem pretty lonely.. usually if grand is around, ha.. i will always be one of the topic among whoever is talking to granny. However, this year.. hmm... nahz... me... i dunno where i stand.. ha.. but watever.. doesnt matter much though...

will upload some CNY pics taken over the few days..

Meanwhile, continue to enjoy the CNY season and not forgetting collecting more red packets...

Yeah~~~

Busy busy ME

2007-01-17T14:26:00.000+08:00

It's been super busy for me ever since school started... rushing through the interim report as well as the presentation... the interim presentation is finally over.. didnt expect the examiner to be so fierce.. haiz.. really hope for the best for the finally presentation.. darn..

anyway, suppose to work hard for my achievements to be for the month.. didnt manage to yet with such a packed schedule and so many things to do... but watever it is just hope that by the end of the month, my achievements to be has evolved to achievements.. haha..

doubt i'll be able to update lately.. sianz.. really hope i can find a day and rest at home as long as i like.. haha..

gotta go tuitionSSSS soon... YawnXX..

My Achievement-to-be for the month of January

2007-01-08T11:54:00.000+08:00

1) Learn to Roller Blade - nearly there... ^_^
2) Work dilligently for FYP
3) Stay Healthy - Cut down my luv for sugarly drinks
- Jogging every Monday

** i really got no idea why everytime i'm brainstorming for my goals, one of them is bound to be kill somebody.. haha.. as if i dare.. and will risk my future for killing.. haha.. **

Happy New Year..

2007-01-02T22:25:00.000+08:00

Was too occuppied to update my blog... haha..

30th Dec 2006
Was working as usual on sat night.. yeah.. working schedule is back to usual with ling and jo back.. haha.. only working on sat night.. haha.. both of them just came back from cambodia.. seems to enjoy very much.. haha.. good.. met jo on sat.. she was down with a pretty bad sore throat.. i was evil enuff to tease her.. heehee.. both their complexion.. tan.. very tan.. ^_^

anywhere, went for supper @ bedok after work..

Ordered porridge and meat ball noodles... waited very long.. thought it will be sometime very amazing.. hmm... for the porride is okie... but for the noodles.. nothing amazing.. think my daddy's noodle is much nicer..

After eating @ bedok, we went to airport as usual... starbucks..

force lyn to bring along her assessment book.. heehee.. brought my own FYP stuff to read.. haha.. read through a few pages.. end up spent time taking photos.. teaching lyn her maths..

Half Day @ Vivo City

2006-12-31T03:42:00.000+08:00

Went Vivo City 2 days ago.. went to look for cuifen, working in a bank there.. after chatting for awhile, went over to Dian Xiao Er to have lunch.. ha, the first thing i sat out, saw a CHEWED chewing gum on the plate... OMG!!! understood y spore government ban chewing gum.. uncivilised... terrible.. after asking the waiter to change, everything there is okie.. the food is nice..

after shopping for awhile, sianz.. gotta go and work.. kinda of last min.. but nvm.. heard tat bernice's hand swell until quite bad.. poor gal.. take care..

although need to work.. didnt forget to take more photos before leaving.. the first time i went to Vivo City on a sunny day... haha..

Rain rain go away..

2006-12-28T21:38:00.000+08:00

It's a rainy day again... kinda of wanna go cycling, some outdoor activities.. but the rain kept coming..

Anyway, met up with SJ n cindy today... WJ's mum wasnt feeling well.. so didnt turn up.. get well soon!! all were late.. haha... lucky i was late too... but still the earliest to reach.. heehee..
Went over to the hong kong cafe for lunch.. the food was okie.. but just dunno why i keep going there for meals.. haha...

This is sth i neber miss when i'm there.. not becos it's really that nice.. but it's just becos i neber like to try new stuffs.. haha.. tried that the very first time, decided to keep drinking that everytime i go.. haha..

been to the branch at cineleisure, marina sq and the one at hougang.. all of the deco all the same.. so not much of diff.. but in general the atmosphere not bad.. not bad...

dad n mum are going through some tough period.. the rental fee increased by $300.. dad was pretty firm initially that he doesnt want to continue.. but i guess after working in this line for more than 40 years.. he just cant bear to leave that.. haiz.. i dunno how... just hope for the best..

Congrats Sandy!!

2006-12-28T02:35:00.000+08:00

Was at CHIJMES hall this evening for Sandy+Colin's Wedding.. place was nice, food was alright, people were beautiful.. of course esp the bride.. dinner started pretty late.. nearly 9 oclock.. but i guess that pretty normal though.. ended ard 10plus... nearly 11 i think.. didnt take too much notice of the time..

--from Sandy's wedding

After the wedding, went over to MOS with SJ.. hmmm... probably i would say it's really not a place for me.. heehee.. i guess mainly becos of the loud music.. feel intiminated very time when exposed to such loud music/sounds.. that's y sometimes i cant stand certain movies as well.. haha.. troublesome huh.. anyway, if not for my pretty red little shoes (thanks to my last minute shopping for a shoe for sandy's wedding... Gotta a size bigger than wat i usually wear.. every step i made the shoes tend to slip off.. ) tat were so uncomfortable.. guess i would have stayed longer... bid SJ goodbye at ard 2am.. took a cab home.. hope she's still having fun with her friends.. heehee..

Meeting SJ, WJ n cindy tml in MS... haha.. keep going to MS lately.. but it's okie though... got to go tuition after that.. 3 hours at one go.. hope my concentration wont disappoint me like my results this sem did..

Merry Christmas!!

2006-12-26T16:53:00.000+08:00

Went bugis the other day and was the diamond christmas tree -- by SK... love at first sight.. haha.. beautiful tree..

Pamper myself with ZA foundation as christmas gift of myself.. limited edition.. haha.. dunno how limited it is.. but the foundation case is nice.. so is the pouch.. heehee.. flowery..

oh, and by spending $30 at watsons' you will get a free 2007 organiser..

but i've already got one for Female Magazine.. which is much smaller, lighter and nicer.. heehee..

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MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! After a series of birthday celebrations, i was packed with tons of work.. busy.. very busy.. even my christmas eve and christmas day got to be spent working.. ha.. guess i wont be the only one working on these 2 days.. but anyway, manage to squeeze a christmas "celebration" over at auntie jane's house, on the eve of christmas after work.. played blackjack, scrabble, indulged ourselves with pizza etc from pizza hut, choz from royce.. christmas cake from regent.. exchanged presents... got a necklace & 2 earrings, a tigger handphone holder, a watch.. but didnt manage to take much pictures.. *sobsob*.. was tired after a day work..

Nice nice huh.. love it very much..

Oh, i got these for lyn.. nice huh..

after a night of sleep in armand's room.. suppose to be recharged.. but was down with runny nose.. must be due to the fact that i was sleeping under the air-con.. but despite the runny nose.. lyn and i went down to the roof-top garden to snap pics.. haha.. of ourselves..

then back for lunch and then headed for work.. reached the clinic.. my flu turned even worse.. cosulted Dr O. den got myself medicines.. lucky by 6 or 7pm, my flu became much much better... feeling much better...

ha.. this is how i spent my chirstmas.. not too pathetic.. cos i just receive an sms not long ago saying that for both cristmas eve and chirstmas day the wage is 12 per hr.. so haha.. having to work 17hours for that 2 days, 200+ bucks for 2 days.. hmmm.. sounds pathetic leh.. haiz.. watever... better than nothing..

zoo photos are still with armand... waiting patiently.. ^_^

btw, got my resutls... darn disappointed.. thought getting an A this sem is not a prob.. darn think the paper is too easy.. gotta all Bs instead.. DARN!!!!!!!!!!!!! wat a christmas gift!!

Happie 22nd Birthday, MIN!!

2006-12-21T00:29:00.000+08:00

Haha.. it's my birthday.. yeahz... went praying earlier in the morning.. 4am.. den went maxwell with dad wanting to buy porridge but not open.. too bad.. got to go home den.. the first thing i do when i get home is to change out into pyjamas den go back to sleep.. haha.. but gotta wakey early cos got tuition.. after tuition went popular to get lyn's textbooks.. spent nearly $80.. haha.. after bringing the stuffs back.. went to meet auntie jane for lunch.. got a hongbao from her.. heehee.. thanks!!
went shopping after lunch @ bugis.. den headed to raffles city to meet the philips people.. haha.. all late... but nvm.. after strolling and navigating ard marina square.. decided to eat moonfish.. okie lar.. not too bad.. den went strolling ard again.. den went andersens.. all excited.. haha..

after a satisfying round of deserts..

Reached home ard 11 plus.. still in time for my family to celebrate my birthday.. heehee.. but all in sleeping attire... no photos taken of them.. too bad.. but thanks a million.. always a cake there waiting for me no matter what time i'm back.. haha... ^_^

Yeah!! older and wiser..

There are more photos to come.. Went to the zoo yesterday.. the pics is still with armand..

Celebrated my birthday with carol + jia on the 16th.. pics are still with jia...

Counting down to my Birthday.... 1 more day to go!!!

2006-12-19T00:25:00.000+08:00

Ha.. i'm going to the zoo tml with ann. lyn and armand.. haha.. ann's driving.. yeah.. hope rain will go away.. it was raining for the past few days..

celebrated my birthday with carol n jia over at amk k box on sat.. was really busy.. got tuition in the morning and work at 3pm.. only manage to squeeze k lunch timing into the busy schedule.. ha.. but it's okie lar.. enjoyed singing after all.. haha... thanks for the cake flowers and the voucher.. yeah..

suppose to meet wen this few days.. haha.. but my schedule to tight.. so is hers... end up havent meet till now.. so haha.. pray harder.. haha

will be meeting the philips group on my birthday itself.. haha.. they gotta compromise to my schedule.. heehee.. only manage to have my birthday as a full free day.. haha.. hope they dun mind.. heehee... sorry ppl..

will update with all the pics soon... yeah...

was really busy.. working, tuition, school... no time to update.. furthermore lyn has been struck in front of the pc for hours after hours.. didnt get much chance to use the pc... darn.. desktop is yet to repair.. worked from 8 to 6 today... tired.. very tired... 5 consecutive days in clinic.. tired... my neck aches... pathetic... but it's okie.. there's $$$ at the end of the day though.. haha...

need to sleep early.. going to the zoo tml.. haha.. but pretty awake.. dunno for wat's the reason.. haha.. excited.. haha..

Counting down to my Birthday.. officially 8 days to go..

2006-12-12T01:22:00.000+08:00

Have been updating the blog after work.. which means after 12midnight... so my calculation towards the no. of days is kinda wrong.. but watever lar.. haha..

Was a super busy at clinic today... tonnes of patients.. tired.. LBP= lower back pain... think must be due to the constant bending down to type on both the pc and the laptop.. that's why my back hurt so much..
furthermore.. due to my fyp, havent been able to sleep well.. super worried abt how things will turn out.. super upset.. the time is passing fast then i thought.. if my birthday is drawing closer and closer.. it just means that my FYP first assessment is nearer and nearer.. omg.. i really dare not think abt it...

I've so many things to do but so little time.. really dunno how.. why cant i just slack my dec away... sob sob...

Counting down to my Birthday... 10 days to go

2006-12-11T00:06:00.000+08:00

hmm.. was talking abt granny yesterday.. hoping to see her in my dreams.. my goodness.. granny appeared in my dreams.. but i dun want any more of such dreams.. dreamt of granny leaving me again.. my goodness.. i dun want that.. the unbearable feeling repeated itself throughout the whole dream...

anyway, called jasper the other day regarding details abt e meeting up... pondering to meet either on fri or sun... cos sat is packed for me.. but gotta wait till wolf comes back then we can make the final decision... ha.. i didnt have any other day that i'm not working or tuition-ing except my birthday itself... den jasper says that he's gotta meet me on my birthday itself.. hee.. based on his personality.. i believe it's real.. haha.. he's not those say and forget people.. but still maybe things may crop up and stuffs like tat... we shall see..

had been working for consecutive 3 days... feeling extremely tired.. dunno for wat reason.. maybe didnt sleep well.. gotta work tml again.. really tired.. hee.. holding on.. heehee...

Counting down to my Birthday... 11 days to go

2006-12-10T01:03:00.000+08:00

Grandparents' photo

Birthday is drawing nearer and nearer.. getting older by one year soon.. wiser i suppose... but definitely not less emotional.. havent been talking abt granny lately.. but she's always in my heart, in my mind.. miss her very much.. like i have always been saying.. life is really different without her.. really wanted her to watch me grow up... or at least my grad day.. my wedding day.. my first born's birth day..

she's a old notes($$) collector.. she has a stack of old notes, incl. a ship series $100 note... initally decided to leave it for the next great grand child. but later she decided to give to my dad's first grand child.. that means either my sisters or mine child.. was looking through my own old notes collection (the genes is passed down.. hehee) i kept granny's $100 note there as well... looking at it makes me feel like tearing again... oppz..
the other day went to SGH to help mum to collect her medicine.. cant help tearing.. was in the shuttle bus "touring" SGH.. before reaching destination.. cant help recollecting the scenes with granny at SGH.. remembering her brushing through my hair and told me that she misses me.. i miss her alot too... and even more now..
the only thing i desire is to see her even more often in my dreams.. i know this sounds silly.. but that's the best i could wish for..

Mr zhou is asking me to join him... need to work tml... tired.. tired...

Counting down to my Brithday... 12 days to go

2006-12-08T15:28:00.000+08:00

Have been slacking at home for the past few days... haha.. of course with my best friend.. the TV.. and my starhub cable shows.. sometimes i wish i could stick to the tv for life.. then at the end of the day, i realised it's really a waste of time.. but still i cant live without it.. haha..

anyway, had a ridiculous dream the last night.

not sure for what reasons, my friends and i committed some crimes where all of us are potentially jailed.. i rem i had a sentence of 6 mths.. so all of us decided to runaway.. we were at some coast of Singapore.. then paddling away in some raft.. after paddling for a long time, we ended up at an island.. which we initially thought was out of singapore.. but in the end it was still singpore.. we were all tired.. so decided to stay there for a night.. i rem that there were a lot of beds... the scene looks like our sec 3 camp... over at st john's island.. i was arranged to sleep beside yun like we were in our pri 5 camp... haha.. anyway, the dream just ended like that.. dunno whether we were all caught in the end or manage to runaway... but watever it is.. haha.. lucky it's a dream.. i dun wanna be on a run for the rest of my life.. haha...

Arghh... my stomach is not feeling well again... darn... need to go rest before starting work later @ 7pm... tata

Counting down to my birthday... 14 days to go

2006-12-06T23:44:00.000+08:00

Beautiful sunrise.. Beautified my mood.. ^_^

Was asked what i want for my present.. haha... i dunno leh.. Lyn say wants to get me a set of VCD.. my fav show.. i dun mind.. cos i wanna watch all over again.. haha.. but other than that i really cant think of anything.. initially wanted chomel earrings.. told carol n jia.. but coming to think abt it.. actually got a lot of earrings lately.. so dun think i want more... so gals... i cant think any further.. haha.. so the best choice is to give me $$$.. haha.. then i can save up to go traveling.. haha...

oh talking abt birthday present.. got mum bird nest.. ha.. mum so ungrateful.. haha.. say why buy bird nest... $$ more pratical... =P.. haha.. but true.. haha. watever lar... bird nest benefits all.. haha..

this holiday suppose to go back to sch.. but no motivation.. feel like sleeping at home all day.. but apparentally keep going out.. WINDOW shopping.. haha..
bought a pair of butterfly gold *blink blink* earrings.. lyn wanna bought necklace.. den that salesgal says that but $27 den got free gift... so i tempted to buy the earring.. haha.. kns.. typically woman.. haha

was discussing with wolf whether to meet up and celebrate jasper, hugo and mine bday.. haha.. but i practically everyday working.. all the weird hours.. jasper- normal working hours.. totally opp from mine.. haiz.. dunno how.. ling and jo off to cambodia.. diff to get anyone to work for me.. pathetic.. haha.. haiz.. really dunno how...

Wen, i noe u wont be seeing this.. just asking for fun.. Are u meeting me?? haha...

Happy 50th Birthday, Mummy!!

2006-12-05T23:38:00.000+08:00

Celebrated Mum's 50th birthday earlier just now... uncles gave us a treat.. $200 for 9 person.. Pretty ex leh.. Haha.. but watever it is.. THANK YOU!!

HAPPY 50th BIRTHDAY, MUMMY!!!

*actually the actual cake got printing on top* but lazy to upload the pic.. haha.. not free.. too many things to be bothered with..

Was looking through the nano indentation results earlier... Haiz.. die.. the results all kns.. i dunno whether to look for my prof first or look for someone who did similar stuff before. if i look for my prof first, scare he may think that i'm not capable.. cant solve the problem myself. really dunno what to do.. **wanna knock my head against the wall** ARRGGGHHHHHHH....

Got to decide fast.. i'm only left with less than a month before my first assessment.. but i really dunno what to do.. sick and tired... oh my goodness... wat can i do????

Unleashing a new life

2006-12-03T12:37:00.000+08:00

In another one semester, I'll be graduating.. Haha!! 4 years of University life makes me feels older by 10 years.. all sorts of sweet memories, bitter sufferings.. haha.. I finally manage to pull through for 3 and a half years.. Others maybe reluctant.. being a student is still the best.. but i suppose i think otherwise.. there's too many burdens to carry as a student for me.. if i were one of those who has nothing to be bothered with, enjoying life as a student, enjoying the freedom, no other duties other than studying, perhaps perhaps.. i would have enjoyed more.

But whatever it is.. got to start life anew. make plans for future.. Earn myself a living.. and of course a higher standard living!! Haha..

There's a chinese saying that says "To take a break is to allow one to travel even further"(ha.. i think i didnt do a good job in translating.. *_*) Ha, so i guess before i go and secure my first job, i need a break!! ha.. Go traveling.. haha.. Heard from WJ that Cindy suggested going to China, those rural areas.. then go... tibet, hmm i cant rem... but it's series of places down from China, along SE asia, then back in Singapore.. Sounds not bad.. but can go over SE asis countries pretty easily.. so dun really intend to go for my so call graduation trip! was discussing with WJ, australia was one of our choice. rent our own car and travel ard.. but to drive a car, we need license!! ha.. cindy has.. and she's good in it.. but throughout the trip, we cant just have a driver.. haha.. so that means, ME!! the one who has a driving license but dun dare to drive.. haha.. i dunno.. maybe can train myself over the period from now till then.. haha.. Shall see how though..

However, my ulimate distination i wanna go is to GREECE & ROME!!

Greece: To witness the majestic view of the Aegean Sea

Rome: To witness the richness in culture... Colosseum

.. To make a wish.. haha.. Rome Trevi Fountain

Of course.. many many more of the places of interest..

Oh, jia, i still rem u say wanna go for overseas also.. haha.. guess shall discuss when the time comes.. haha.. too early to say anything.. haha

I havent been updating my blog.. i really got tonnes of things to say.. but gotta go work.. no choice but to *tata*

2006-09-25T01:17:00.000+08:00

GOOD HEALTH, DAD!

The last entry.. i was really depressed.. the lost of steve irwin.. den dad not feeling well.. nausea and diarrhoea.. couldnt sleep well at all.. den started to wonder wat's life really for?
Although manage to think through.. just refuse to accept the reality ba..

anyway, on the day after the previous entry, dad called me in the morning.. ask me what time do i have to go for lessons.. i asked him y.. he said that he noticed blood in both his stools as well when he vomits... so wants to see Dr T. so i went over with both mum and dad... den after seeing Dr T. he ask me to bring dad to A&E.. cos might be something serious.. so as asked.. i went immediately to hospital with dad after fetching mum back home.

as everyone knows, it's a long wait in A&E.. but apparently, dad didnt have to wait too long.. less than an hour, he got to see the dr at A&E. dr asked to admitted for further investigation.. so as requested.. admitted.. everyone tense.. in the heart... perhaps it's the in and out of hospital with granny and helping mum to get her medicines, we have all gotten used to hospital.. but everyone is still feeling tense although we dun look like...

after a few days of investigation.. dr says it's gastric ulcer... so no one noes how serious is the condition.. cos the dr says its nothing serious.. but as we all noes.. things are not that simple.. but watever it is.. just hope for the best...

dad is discharged on friday.. needs to go back think ard 3 other times for some other investigations.. really hopes it's nothing serious... and that the ulcer will recover by itself...

these 2 days.. i am feeling extremely shiok!

Why?
haha

just remember shld have take photos...

haha

i have been enjoying good food.. HOME-COOKED FOOD!! haha.. dad is an excellent cook.. haha... great dishes.. really shioked!!!

tml he's back to work.. hope everything is good!!

2006-09-20T01:01:00.000+08:00

Meaningless LiFe..

Actually, what is the meaning of life? i really cant make it out.. Everyday, i look at the people around me.. i ask myself.. what are they working for? ppl studying so hard to get their degree, master, doctorate... so what if they achieve them? earn big bucks.. get the life they want.. Ha!
But watever it is.. they have their goals, their aspirations..

ME??

I dunno.. i am beginning to lose faith in life.. My life seems very meaningless... School, work, school, work.. i dunno.. i am lost.. lost in this big and cold place... What are the hard work for? What are my goals.. i have lost myself.. I used to be a student with tonnes of determination in my teacher's eyes.. but i seems to have lose it.. losing it along with the role as a wonnderful granddaughter to my dearest most beloved grandmother.. losing the capable daughter of my parents.. losing the lovable sister of my sisters..

I was speaking to a friend the other day.. were discussing on things like socialibility... initially were talking abt my other friends.. den he added that for my case.. it seems like it depends on my mood.. hmm.. sounds a bit true.. but actually i think 'energy levél' is the more suitable description.. esp during my internship.. work and work.. during office hours.. after office hours.. weekdays.. weekends.. when ppl are TGIF, me??? ha! TGIHD.. Thank god i havent die.. by friday.. my energy level is nearly gone... how am i able to smile, talk, to reply.. to crack jokes.. or the most basic to laugh at jokes.. if i'm still able to smile, talk.. i think i have really tried my best.. i know the amount of work i have to do is relatively little as compare to many.. but this really tires me.. efforts put in that are not appreciated.. pressure keep rising... feel like being thrown into a pressure cooker.. someone has switched on the electricity supply but forgotten to switch off... soon i'll be cooked alive...
anyway, back to my friend.. i told him that working so hard makes me really tired.. blah blah blah... he told me to hang on... things like not to end life too easily.. not to give up... hmm... although i may sound pessimistic.. but i got to hang on.. i dun have a choice... i have to life up to my roles as a obedient sensible granddaughter.. capable and dependent daugther.. dearest sister.. i am not entitled to choose.. there's nothing much i can do..
If i have a wish.. i really hoped for a whole new world.. a world i can enjoy.. nothing but enjoy.. enjoy the companies of my loves one.. esp my grandma.. enjoy the things i do.. things i see, touch taste, hear etc etc.. But i know the reality is cruel.. I dun have a choice...

Can't StOp ThiNKinG!!

2006-08-25T13:35:00.000+08:00

Can't StOp ThiNKinG!!

I'm sitting outside the back of LT2 alone.. very quiet and peaceful place.. windy.. suppose to be studying, but just couldnt settle down.. with the laptop on hand.. internet is so near me.. cant stop surfing net, doing bo liao stuffz..

was looking for nice place in sch to sit down and wait for lyn and meanwhile study.. walked up and down E1A.. but seats are all taken up.. walk a little more.. ended up at LT2.. realised it's super near to my Prof's office.. but shldnt be a prob.. cos it's at a corner.. he might not walk past.. Ha, i'm wrong.. after sitting down for like 5 mins, my prof walked pass... i was like.. wad.. smile at him, and didnt know what to do next.. then he asked me some stuffz.. replied and den he walked away.. he walked pass again.. this time throw a glance over and turned away.. haha.. was afraid he ask me about my progress.. haha.. darn it.. haha..

yesterday, stayed in school till ard 7 plus.. watching web cast in the library.. was dead beat.. but mind was like running and running.. cant rest.. thinking and thinking in bus.. it will be good if i'm thinking about work.. but dunno why thoughts like wat have i been doing over the 21, coming 22 years of my life... seems like i havent achieve anything.. feels bad.. really wanna do some great.. but dunno wat.. kept askin myself, over the 21+ years, what have i got.. which part of life have i enjoyed.. done wat i really wanna do?? what if my life just end today.. can i answer to myself.. that i didnt waste my life away.. i'm worried.. if my life ends today.. i really got nothing i can claim i've achieved.. nothing great at all.. very pessimistic huh.. i think so too.. but seems like it's the fact.. there are really many things in life i wanna do but i still dun have the chance..

2006-08-24T16:55:00.000+08:00

I dun wanna Give Up yet!

My mind is so preoccupied that I cant believe I forgot to pay for my food @ mac… Haha… After the gal packed my food, I took them, thanked her and walked off… haha.. people, dun misunderstood me.. i did NOT not pay for my food.. immediately the gal stared at me and told me tat I haven’t pay anything at all.. haha… opps… so pai seh.. haha.. I kept aplogising… haha..

Just met my prof in the afternoon… was pissed by myself… didn’t do a good job… was like quiet throughout the session when the 2 profs talked… opps.. I understood a little here and there.. but not entirely.. cant really blame me for that.. I couldn’t make it wat they were saying when they started to talk to themselves and in a very quick Indian accent… I’m not racist or anything.. just that I couldn’t make out wat they were saying esp when they talk to each other.. but in general.. did understand wat am I suppose to do.. or at least for the week.. and suppose to make another appointment with the dentist (one of the prof).. think got to do it by next meeting with the other prof…

Right after meeting the Profs I got to rush over to bishan for tuition… darn the waiting time for the time was a little too long.. it took me more than one hour to travel from sch to bishan.. hmm.. actually that’s sounds normal.. but anyway, was late for tuition for half an hour!!! Darn… that makes the bishan tuition to end at 7pm instead of 6.30pm. and this makes my break between the 2 tuition to reduce by half.. the other tuition start at 7.30pm… and that I need half an hour to travel from bishan to toa payoh based on traveling by bus… *inclusive of the waiting time* but lucky I didn’t wait too long for the bus.. the bus reach immediately after I got my mac meal..

Lyn got this community service work called meals on wheels where she collect the meals from some vans den she distribute to the elders’ home…

I think my dinner is den really what ‘meals on wheels’ shld mean.. I’m sorry.. I secretly ate my fries on bus.. but must pardon me.. I really got no time.. If I dun eat on bus.. I got no time to eat..

Pathetic huh… one day just passed like that.. busy in sch.. rush out from sch to tuition.. then rushing from tuition to tuition.. I’m so afraid that I cant last any longer..

My student’s mum ask me not to overwork.. but why is it that only outsiders can see that I’m overworking.. haiz.. Whatever! Guess this is really my life…

2006-08-12T00:47:00.000+08:00

Eyes are the Best Camera.. Brain is the Best Memory Card

HA~~~ have been enjoying my 2-week holiday... a little upset cos 2 weeks passed so quickly... couldnt remember wat exactly i have been doing.. hee.. movie has always been in my TO-DO list... but i just cant find time to go.. kinda of sad..

met up with philips ppl.. pool, dinner... still owe jasper 10 bucks for dinner... opps... never like pool.. but after that day, okie lah.. initially didnt want to play much.. heehee, as usual.. but was asked to play... practically spoon-feed throughout the game... was taught which one to hit, where to aim etc etc... haha.. so didnt lose that badly.. only by one or two.. heehee..

went to watch fireworks jus now... coolz... really coolz... it's so beautiful... really makes me wanna go watch it again.. but gotta work tml.. sianz.. talking abt work.. so annoyed.. haha... was taking a nap in the afternoon of national day.. it's around 3pm, ann passed me my handphone, call from clinic... so picked up the phone.. it's ling... pei en got a test tml and she forgotten abt it until den.. cant work.. ask me to cover for her.. but i wanna watch NDP!!!! so i told ling HUH~~~ pls find someone else... really really cannot den call me.. so i went back to sleep... phone rang again at 4 plus... ling... cant find anyone... gotta work!!!!! darn... first.. i am taking my precious nap... second i wanna watch NDP.. third.. it's so darn last minute... not given much choice... made my way to work at 7.. all the way until 12 midnight.. sob sob... but wat to do...

anyway, back to my fireworks.. i went to esplanade... it's super darn crowded... couldnt make it to the very front but the place i was standing was not bad.. couldnt see the bottom.. but in general still got a pretty good view... so close to the fireworks.. coolz...
my digital cam's LCD screen is spoiled... darn... cant take down the wonderful sight... upset.. but just wat my cousin say... our eyes are the best camera.. our brain is the best memory card.. haha.. i will bare that in mind.. hehee... will always remember the nicey nicey fireworks in my brain...

den saw ann's secondary sch classmate... the owner of the pushcart permamently located at esplanade area... ha.. coolz... saw his namecard... wow.. his company deals with all the pushcarts thingy... includes design of pushcart, fabrication of pushcart... dunno whether is the business good not..

dunno if i can have my business in the near future... NEAR future... shall hope for the best huh.. heehee...

tml early morning 9am got tuition.. haiz.. gotta go and zzzzz le... =p

2006-08-01T13:51:00.000+08:00

What a WeeKEnD!!

Wow.. wat a weekend... lotsa of activities... went out with Philips ppl to Marina Square on friday... initially wanted to eat @ some Japanese restaurant.. but it's too crowded... so went over to Cafe Cartel.. food wasnt good... seems not properly cooked... it's either overcooked or undercook... jimmy's steak was pratically raw... super bloody... cant stand... super disgusting... they asked the waiter to change for them, when the food is back, the spagetti is super spicy.. started wondering if they did it on purpose... haha~~ watever! after that photo taking session! was too busy at work on the last day that i didnt have time to take photo at all... pathetic... so took that chance to take some photos... havent get the photos yet... will post it up with i have them..
After dinner, we went over to the hongkong restaurant to have our coffee and snacks... try the frech toast, not bad not bad... also tried the mango _____ watever... cant rem.. also not bad... at least the appearence is great...

As usual my saturday is pretty standard.. tuition in the morning... den work @ 3pm... all the way until 12midnight.. so there goes my saturday...

as for my sunday... sry carol n jia... didnt want to go for the movie... dun want to be the super bright lightbulb btw the 2 couples... noe u all dun mind.. but i mind.. heehee.. super weird feeling... wont enjoy even if i go... hope u all enjoyed the movie...

met yun and wen @ 2pm.. went over marina square.. haha... wanted to shop ard.. thinking of getting yun something as her farewell gift.. but in the end we went to kbox... haha... so decided tat wen and i shall treat her... after 3 hours of singing, it's time for dinner.. haha... so we went over to marina south... we fought to pay for the dinner... haha.. of course in the end we *wen n i* win... haha... yun kept insisting that she shld pay.. but anyway, it's our treat.. haha.. so in the end, she bought as drinks.. after dinner ard 8 plus, initially wanted to go off le.. but suggested playing bowling.. so went to have 2 games.. haha... this is funny funny... wen ask me not to mention her name... okie.. i shall abide.. from this part onwards i'm gonna name her as X... haha

it's been some time ever since all of us last played bowling... so asked each other not to laugh at one another.. but me being the evil one... heehee... erm, initially yun was humble.. haha.. but she's good... cant rem her first rd score, but her second one was 132... considering that she havent touch bowling for so long, this score is really great.. as for me i got 62 for the first rd.. pathetic huh.. as for the second one i got 92.. not too bad.. but still couldnt get more than 100... **good or bad score is relative... haha, so those bowling experts, pls dun say things like "huh? 92 good mah??" haha... **

as for X, it's nature's fault... X has a hmmmm... how shld i describe? erm, for ppl who noe me well, her arm is as unique as my fourth fingers... so when she throw the bowling ball.. the ball is bound to slant... no matter how hard she try, it will sure slant... so in the end, she collected **hmm... i shall keep that a secret...** SOME amount of eggs.. heehee... as for her score... i think i shall keep tat as a secret too.. haha... i think i'm super evil... haha... please dun kill me gal... i'll stop here.. haha

hmm... my computer crash.. damn... lost all my photos... sickening... hopefully my hard disk is okie... gonna go and help mum get her medications from SGH... gtg... will be back... haha..

2006-07-16T21:32:00.000+08:00

I'M SO SO SO SO BUSY!!!!!

oh, forgotten to mention... so coincident... yesterday went over to pitstop, in the afternoon... stayed there for 2 hours... got to work... if no we sure stay longer.. haha... at ard 10 or sth, received a sms.. from MY.. she saw my foto at pitstop.. haha.. so qiao... haha... she was there in the evening... too bad, didnt get to meet each other...

WJ called just now... talked for quite awhile... haha.. was telling her that she got my first choice.. but anyway, it's so qiao... or rather i shld say, great minds think alike.. haha... good good.. anyway, got the same prof.. doing sth similar... at least in the same field... hopefully can help each other some how... told me abt her sep... so envious... oh, just rem, the other WJ told me abt his SEp... over at sweden.. enjoy xia.. even more envious... haha...

anyway, wanted to meet up with WJ, SJ and cindy.. but everyone is so busy... couldnt find a common free day... pathetic huh... so decided tat we shld meet up after my vip... den got more free time... can go where ever we want...

went out the whole day today.. shopping.. library.. shopping.. haha... borrowed books on herbs, aromatherapy... see if i like these things.. den maybe take a module from pharmarcy... something to do with these... i still dun really have the time to settle down in front of the computer and analyze the modules to be taken next sem...

got really a great deal of stuff to do... cant stand it anymore... seem to have not enuff time for everything.. feel rather fed up with myself.. can spend time shoppin, blogging... but no time for serious planning..

okie.. going read the books i've borrowed... hope i could update soon... pathetic...

2006-07-16T01:45:00.000+08:00

Tired tired LiFe.. i need a BREAK!!

i didnt enjoy my week at work.. dun really have much assignments on hand... was looking for things to do... help a bit here and there... but dun enjoy.. cos nothing belong to me... just doing some manual or rather labour jobs here and there...

mow called me on thurs night... already had a long long week, not to say long long day.. den chatted on the fone until slightly past 12... keep asking me.. whether if i regretted breaking up with him etc etc.. haha.. den i didnt have much to rebel him.. ann was beside me when i was chatting.. den she reminded me tat i can bombard him with the same thing.. asking if he regretted not cherishing me... etc etc... haha... so in the end we bombarded each other with these qns.. haha... a bit stupid lar... but okay lar... still the same.. chatting with him still makes me laugh my heart out at times... haha... always thought my no was already well memorised by him.. deep down in his heart.. cos i noe tat gal of his deleted my no. haha... the actual fact is tat he saved under some nicknames.. mine was under my nic tat my family calls me... haha... anyway, told me alot of his ns stuff... didnt really understand.. but okay lar...

today went for clinic training... initially thought it's some posh seminar room with catered food etc... but okay lar... it's some office with packet food... and coffee club coffee... not that bad... didnt take as long as i thought it might... now i really noe wat is 3 women = 1 market... we had ard 9 women.. and tat means it's 3 markets.. haha... after the training session, the journey from the place to the train station was super noisy.. everyone is talking... talking... haha... but had great deal of fun... den ling and i got to go back to work.. so decided tat we should go somewhere to hang ard.. in the end, 6 of us went to marina sq... chat and chat... from ard 12 plus to 2 plus... first time going out with them... haha... in fact, it's really very fun.. den when 3 parted with us, left with jo, ling and myself... den we walk down to pitstop... took some time to find the way... by the time we reached there, it's ard 3 plus... den we started playing games.. had a great deal of fun as well... i was thinking we should go der in a big big grp... all the *ard* 15 of us... haha... den it's really a super super big big market.... imagine 15 gals.. haha... i really cant imagine the noise we can make.. haha... just a few of us is already so nosiy.. den if all the 15 of us.. wow.. think the building will collapse... haha.. but too bad... clinic is open everyday.. not much of a chance to go out all together... kinda of sad... but still must find means and ways to go out together....

oh, was offered by peiru whether if i wanna go thai together with her friends... hmm.. cant decide... feel like going.. cos it's cheap and 6days 5night... can really take my own sweet time to explore thai leh.. but very sianz leh.. already went thai so many times liao... still go... besides, she will be flying on the 27th.. i scare i wont be able to leave work... so i got no idea... havent agree... but really feel like lor... upset...

oh, called wen on wed night to catch up with her ever since the last ktv session.. was a short short conversation... was on my way to tuition... so couldnt talk too much... she called me on fri evening... talk abt her work.. haiz, if that's my working environment, i will die lor... sianz... but money is always my motivation... her pay is good.. so it will be super difficult for me if i'm in her shoes... haiz... feel super sorrie abt it... but haiz... no choice... office politics... diff to avoid.. oh, she also told me abt yun... happily attached... going over aust soon... gd for her... ^_^.. in fact envy very much...
suddenly feel very tired of everything... working so hard... or rather too hard... feeling really wear out... really feel like taking a break... but i still need to pull through for another 2 weeks.. i know it's short.. but i'm really wear out... waking up early, sleeping late... never at home... not much time for myself... last week, went over to tampines to see doc... registered at 12, only manage to see the doc at 4pm.. but meanwhile was shopping at tampines mall myself... pretty enjoyed the time.. shopping at my own pace... buying things as and when i like... taking a rest... sitting at a cafe, drinking coffee, reading storybook... really really very nice feeling... but too bad it was raining... other wise if i could pop by the library, it will really be quality time... but the thing is tat it's too far from home, den the next day have to wakey early.. etc etc... but really enjoyed the time with myself.... doing things tat i like... and most importantly, at my own pace.. no need to rush for tuition, or rush for work... etc...
tml got tuition... in fact is later... so need to slp soon le... otherwise tml sure super tired... it sunday again... i wish the week will always stayed in saturday afternoon...

i'm really very tired... think i say it before but i still wanna repeat myself.. everyday, waking up aat 0540 to prepare for work... reach office at 0740, leave office at 1745... reach tp at 1830.. home at 1845.. but got to leave home again at 1915 for tuition... usually reach home at ard 2200... watch a little tv, shower, etc... sleep at 0000.... den next day, repeat the whole thing again.. until friday.. den can go out in the evening.. but by den i'm already wear out.. totally switched off... den sat morning got to go tuition again... after tat work @1500 at clinic... till midnight.. den sunday... haiz... sunday usually pass the fastest... when i need sun so much... it's end so fast... before i knew it.. sob sob...

I'm reaLLy veRy vErY TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-07-07T22:59:00.001+08:00

Good times really passes very fast... faster than i ever imagine... still remembering the very first week, i'm so sick and tired of work.. and now like i've mentioned in the previous entry, enjoying every moment of my internship... People i've met there, are really nice and fun-loving... except two that i'm still super afraid of... shall not mention it here... but had really terrible experience with one of them... have been trying not to step on her tail, but in the end, some how still accidentally step on the tail... feels real sucky...

But no matter how "bird" is she, i am still enjoying my internship... haha...

enjoying the company of the "bird club".. haha... in fact, i dunno wat kind of club, cos there are animals like wolf, bird, sheep, elephant.. haha... watever huh.... haha... opps.. it's watever makes me happy~~~

haha... i realised if u are reading this entry, u might not understand wat the heck am i writing.... dun understand a single thing... haha... cos these are all nonsense that accumulated over 9 weeks.. cant possibly summarise everything... sorry guys... haha... difficult to share the "bird-ness" haha...

anyway, my internship is ending in 3 weeks time... i think i will miss the people there.. their company, their nonsense, their jokes that are not funny...

Okay, back to sth everyone understand...

i am really tired.... mentally tired... everyday, i got to wake up at 5.30am, reach workplace at 7.40am... leave workplace at 5.45pm.... this is not the end of my day okay!! den i got to head to either toa payoh north or bishan for tuition, depending on which day is it... by the time i reach home, it's usually already 10pm... it's really tiring... den when everyone is thank-ing god that it's friday... i cant... cos i still got to work on sat... tuition in the morning and clinic in the afternoon till midnight... haiz.. really started to wonder why am i working so hard... not as though i'm desperate for money... it just so happen that everything took place together... trying to find someone to cover my saturday clinic shift.. but apparently no one wants to work on saturday night... i really getting mentally wear out... uncle jimmy *opps* asked me if i am enjoying wat i'm doing... i am.. if everything does not come together... i like giving tuitions... i like my internship... i like my clinic job... but i am really mentally exhausted to have everything taking place at the same time... to leave house early in the morning... when the sun is not even anywhere in the sky i see... and only get home when the sun has already call it a day... working even harder than the sun... or rather longer than the sun... sometimes, after tuition, i might go for a jog... and by the time i reach home or rather settle down, ready for sleep, it's already 1am... den i got to wakey 5.30am in the morning to work again... den my day starts all over again... it's really very tiring...

the best thing is tat the pathetic few hours of sleep, i still dun get the best out of it... sometimes, i keep waking up throughout the sleep... 1am, 2am, 3am, 4am, even 5am.... i really dunno wat's wrong... just couldnt sleep well...
otherwise, i would be in a series of dream... although not nightmare... in fact, it's kinda of sweet.. but still it's tiring to dream so much...

there's sth i want to confess... hee... to those who are reading this.. just take it as sth u read for fun, peace laughter and joy... as some ppl might noe, over the last 5 years, i havent been in love.. single and not available... lost faith in relationship and stuff... busy with lots of school work.. family, working and working.... for some time, i thought i am immune to falling in love... secretly in love with anyone... thought that i will not like anyone anymore... really, totally no feelings at all... no matter how attractive the guy is, i am totally not interested... not hoping to be attached or stuff... but until i know this guy again, haha... of course, he doesnt noe my link, even if he does, he doesnt noe it's him... i think i'm beginning to like him... but he's happily attached... sob sob huh.. haha... but seriously i'm not depressed... in fact, i'm pretty delighted... at least now i noe tat i still like falling in love... just tat my Mr Right hasnt appear...

but seriously confessing these stuffs does not mean tat i'm desperate... it's just wat is happening to me now... i will still be waiting for my Mr Right to appear... but even if he doesn't appear, it doesnt mean tat i will cry and stuff... it just means tat things are not fated...
but still i still want to be a mother when i have the capabilities to bring up a child by myself.. haha...

2006-06-17T01:32:00.000+08:00

Enjoying every moment of my Internship

Time flies... haha... i know, it's an old fashioned.. but really haha... today marks the end of week 6... 6 weeks of work.. and fun.. although on certain days, it's super busy and tat i'm doing similar things over and over again.. but the friends there really make each of my day a wonderful one. Enjoys breakfast, with WQ's entertainment. Back to lab at 8, there's so many people brightening my day... morning usually passes pretty fast becos there's like tonnes of things to do... den lunch time is another round of entertainment by WQ, but this time round is together with WS... haha... combined power... super funny... every lunch time, i will be exercising my mouth as well as my stomach regularly... haha... laughing and laughing.... laughing over things like 3M, shuai ge, etc etc... so many many things to laugh abt... even when WQ is not joking or even talking, it's just funny.. haha... back to work, enjoying every moment working with LD, having fun fun people surrounding me... joking from time to time... this really makes the work there less boring... den even on the journey back home, there will still be WQ to joke with me... laugh and laugh... really enjoyment.. heehee...

Today is another day of fun.... suddenly i realised merely one and a half months, we have bonded to a state where it seems like the whole group of us are many many years of friends... cool huh... but it's really sad to say that it's the last day for most of them... so fast so fast... we are beginning to really enjoy each others company... but maybe today is the last day, we became even closer... went to marche for dinner.... total of 19 people... super big group.. haha... den went to starbucks... this is the first time sitting in a 'long table'... haha... we joined ard 7 small round tables together... haha... i was sitting at one end... totally cant hear wat the other end is talking abt.. or even whether are they talking.. haha... so in the end many small grps are talking.. heehee.. jimmy got to go back to work.. so we accompanied him to ard 9.40pm, den he left for work... den we sat a litttle longer den we decided to leave le... den after so many hours of photo taking, we took photos again somewhere near the overhead bridge at suntec's entrance... haha... again... haha... but it's really fun and fun... haha... hard to describe.. but haha... i think we spent a lot of time there taking photos.. haha... den the group became smaller... left with 9 guys n Xl and me... we went over the chimes to watch world cup... argentina won, 6-nil.... pathetic huh... haha.. but i wasnt really watching... mainly talking and talking... we left ard 1115pm...

i think i will really miss them... esp on mon back to work... ntu friends left, WQ and RZ reservice... i think i will miss LD the most... esp while working... no one ard to help etc etc.. haha... ^_^

okie having tuition tml morning.. got to go and slp le... Nitez niTeZZZZZZZZ...

2006-05-29T23:16:00.000+08:00

== BuRnT ThuMb ==

Had a very weird dream 2 nights ago.. was on some adventurous rides in the amusement park.. sth like top gun, but the 'cabin' rotates 360deg as well... super scary kind... den went to dream moods to read up abt amusement park.. this is wat it says,

"To see or be in an amusement park in your dream, indicates that you need to set some time for leisure and more enjoyment in your life. Consider how everything in the park is an expression of some aspect of yourself. "

hmmm... consider how everything in the park is an expression of some aspect of myself... hmm... i need more fun and adventures in my life??? i dunno... haha... wat i know is tat i think i'm working real hard... working as intern, tuition, clinic.... considering 8hrs as normal working hours, i'm working like 7 days a week... fierce right... i think yes lor... everyday when i come home, it's super tired... had a long long day... got to slp early to prepare for the next day... really very fierce... talking abt this makes me notice tat it's 11 plus already and i'm still not sleeping... darn... hope i got enuff energy tml...

oh not forgetting enuff concentration... today, was trying to recover the machine and picking up the iron at the same time... darn.. didnt expect my hands to reach the iron so soon... den ****... my thumb got burnt!!! haha.. BURNT.. haha... didnt expect it to be so serious... den when i was walking back from QA to lab, i started feeling the pain... den in the end, decided to look for cream... so saw jimmy in the lab, ask him if he know where got... heehee.. lucky he knows wat to do and got the aloe vera cream... thanks so much.. haha... though my thumb still got a half developed blister... but beta den a fully developed one... oh, have to thank him for entertaining the trouble caused by me... haha...

2006-05-16T22:38:00.000+08:00

Cheers, Oslo-ers....

Wow, wat a year... our project finally came to an official ending... Really had a great time with this lovely group of mine!!! Although we lost the competition.. BUT i, in fact all of us are proud to be OSLO-ers.... YEAH!!! haha

After the presentation, we went to catch a movie... Poseidon... i found it not very nice... cos after sandy say she cried like from the beginning to the end.. had a feeling tat it's very tounching.. haha... maybe i'm heartless lately... dun really feel the sadness etc... haha... but OKIE LAR... can accept... haha.. the ship was like "built" so difficultly, but it sink not long after.. haha... poor thing...

Oh, before the release of the project results.. a friend of mine was complaining about her future in-laws... pretty nasty to her... den this makes me rem abt another friend... both of their situation is very similar... haha... their in-laws make them do homechores... but maybe one of them, her bf is those super pamper gf.. or maybe my gal friend is gd is "acting pathetic" haha... so in the end the bf got to do it... haha... sercretly... haha...

Does this means tat the in-laws now are so worried that the gals now cant do house chores and wants to ensure that their son gets a 'well-rounded' wife??? haha... poor gals huh... was wondering if one day my future in-laws do that to me, how would i do or shld i do... haha... abide 'lawfully' or act pathetic or heck care... haha.. i know! before marriage abide lawfully... den after marriage... haha... haha....

2006-05-13T00:49:00.000+08:00

It's an EXTREME day!

Had a good day, but a bad night... went out with wen tdy... veri enjoyable... KTV!!! beginning was like singing nicely... den towards the back.. become "higher and higher" den the songs we sang were songs tat we can scream and sing at the same time... haha... den we talk abt everything under the sun... told her the whole story of my beloved granny's departure.. and my life without her... feels really gd to say everything out.... it was like while i talk, i was like nearly crying... miss her so much... told her every little things i missed abt gran, little things tat i regreted not doing for her... we chatted over "tea" for like 2 hours ++... but i suppose we still got tonnes of things to say... just tat dun have enuff time...

My night was veri bad... i dun want to talk abt it and dun wish to record down, dun wish to let it stay in my memories... just hope tat everything will be fine soon...

Accidents seen

2006-05-12T02:39:00.000+08:00

Interesting PhOtos i've upLoaded...

I've finally got slightly more time for myself to rot... haahaa.. erm, slept more than i need... feels so happy.. and got time to upload pics... guess i wont get to enjoy so much time with myself for the rest of my holis.. WORK WORK WORK... REPORT REPORT... haha... but watever it is i must enjoy tdy.. meeting Charmian later for KTV!!!

anyway, these are some pics of accidents or watever u call it... not gonna shrink it cos cant see the details...

NIKE shoe SaLE @ suntec... quite scary huh.. cos the management shld have arrange in a better manner...

Accident that took place at my hse downstairs... happened last year december... think the driver might be drunk or sth...

Dunno what happened down there... Just saw police and people hand cuff

Fire opposite aunt's place... erm, the fire was not big.. so was put out by the neighbours very quickly...

This accident took place recently.. think the cab driver knock down the bike or sth... when i saw it, the biker is already not there... only got police and the cab driver... so also dun really noe wat happen

Took this at orchard far east plaza that bridge... er, the truck with a crane was too "tall" knock into the bridge... caused a bit of traffic jam..

Shopping Spree

2006-05-12T00:59:00.000+08:00

Shop Shop Shop!!!

Had been shopping a lot... buying new clothes for work... it's been a long time since i last wore a jeans... so veri difficult to dig for jeans at home... only got one pathetic one haha.. so got to get new ones... sianz... haha...

But while shopping for jeans.. haha... bought tonnes of new stuffs...

Some Beautiful stuFFs beLoW:

Lyn has a green one... but cant wear it as much as i like... so decided to get one for myself.. haha

This bag is on SALE!! it's only ard $13-$14.. haha..

Belt... haha.. also cheap cheap... $8

Actually i bought tonnes and tonnes of things... just dun have time to snap the pics... haha...

got this for charmain as her bday gift... hope she likes it... hope she dun see this pic.. haha...

2006-05-11T15:29:00.000+08:00

...STARTED WORK...

Work started... Very tired... Every morning waking up at 5.30 in the morning so as to be able to catch the shuttle bus over at toa payoh central blk 177... if i miss it... i really got no idea how am i suppose to go to work... the only altenative is cab... really got no idea... if i really take a cab, it's super expensive lor... so every morning is the most stressful part of this internship.. haha...

Met a lot of new friends, supervisors etc etc.... pretty scary cos i'm new there..so many things to learn and i suppose they may think that i shld already noe certain things which i neber even hear before... stresss....

started working for 3 days.... erm, did 3 experiments... learn tonnes of new things... and i guesss there are tonnes of more stuff for me to learn.. haha...

anyway going out soon... probably bloggin when i come back... bye for now...

Reporting to Work TmL

2006-05-07T23:02:00.000+08:00

Reporting to Work TmL

Gonna report to work tml.. dunno what feelings i have now.. Feels kinda so excited, but feels very sianz as well... Seems like my exams just ended not long ago and now i am preparing to work. Have not rest at all.

Last paper was an evening paper... on thurs..

Friday initally planned to go cycling with MY and company.. but the rain seems bad.. dampen my mood... in the end, not sure if MY and company went... but i did not... Wanted to go down to work from mum, but lyn came back late... by the time she come back, mum say no need to go down liao... so in the end went shopping for clothes to wear for Jessie's wedding.. There goes my Friday...

Saturday was a busy busy day.. Initially thought Jessie not inviting me to her wedding cos havent receive the invitation at all.. haha.. who knows on Tuesday she call and say she forgotten about me and carol... *sob sob* haha.. so verbally invited me there... Before receiving the call, i've already agreed to cover lily's shift due to the election. So went to work early in the morning... the clinic has install alarm system.. wow... so complicated.. haha... stress me out so much.. den went shopping again! haha... no choice.. no idea wat to wear to Jessie's wedding.. reached home ard 4 plus... slept for a little while... it's really a little while.. guess less than an hour... got to wakey and prepare to go out.. super tired...

Jessie's wedding was held at hilton... erm, not too bad.. but not recommended.. cos the ballroom is long rectangle shape... (hmmm.. sounds ambiuous... but what it means is just that the ballroom has a long long long length and a short width) so those at the back couldnt see what's happening in front... something amazing... she engaged in the year 2000! wow... 6 years leh... Cool... super young.... the food, so so... nothing special.. erm, the first dish was prawn with mango.. erm, the combi was not bad... but loved it because mango is my all time lover... haha... those sour sour mango, sometimes i dun mind eating.. cos i just like mango... but of cos dun serve me with sour mangoes... haha... reached home near to 11.. haha... reached home early becos May's husband is picking her up.. den haha.. she stays at toa payoh.. so i get a ride home... yeah...

Sunday was also a busy day... woke up late becos i slept late last night... den Ling ask me to change shift with her.. so gotta work from 1-6... super super busy.... stepped into the clinic, the clinic was packed... so crowded... den at 2, the crowd left... den suddenly ard 15 mins later.. the crowd was back... so so busy... so busy that the time passes without my notice.... then there goes my morning and afternoon... den in the evening, went shopping!!! haha.... actually was accompanying ann to shop but in the end, i bought more things than her.. haha... bought a pair of shoe... not very nice but pretty comfortable... need a comfortable shoe for work.. den bought a skirt... by the time i reached home, it's already 10 plus...

Really gonna sleep now... super tired.... good nitezzzzz

YEAH... EXAMS ARE OVER!!!

2006-05-05T10:54:00.000+08:00

Yeah... Exams are OVER!! Holidays is HERE!!

Exams are finally over... kinda of worried abt the results.. didnt study well... been slacking too much.. simply too much... BUT whatever it is, it's over.... Yeah.. so whatever is it, must enjoy my holidays...

Oh, just received my vacation internship confirmation... went to email the in-charge to ask for my job scope... nearly kill myself when i saw the mail... kinda of scary... THERMAL... OMG... my worse fear... just hope for the best man... VERY STRESSED...

Furthermore, the location is kinda FAR!!!!! or rather, it's SUPER FAR... it' TUAS... if i start work at 8.30am, i think i got to leave hse at 6.30am... OMG! it's SUPER early.. cant imagine... the sky is still so dark.. i need to leave hse for work.. den by the time i reach home, the sky already turn dark.. Alemak... and i gonna MISS my TELEVISION!! **sob sob**

planning to go cycling with MY and company.. but seems like the rain gonna be kinda of heavy... haiz.. think gonna cancel soon.. was thinking of going to dad's place... still waiting... haha...

"Rain rain go away.. come again another day.. little gals wants to go out and play..."

actually i got tonnes to say.. but couldnt rem wat to say... haha.. another time ba...

..I Miss GRanDMa..

2006-04-14T19:21:00.000+08:00

..I Miss GRanDMa..

As usual, i'm missing gran again.. went to the cemetery a week back.. really cant imagine it's already one year plus since gran left.. I miss her.. she just cant leave my mind.. everything i do, she will always be on my mind..

Yesterday, i'm sick again.. down with flu, cough, uncomfortable throat etc etc.. no fever though... but no one knows tat i went to the doctor.. wanted to tell sis but she was too busy.. i wanted to tell mum and dad.. but no point.. make them worry... i mean i know it's a small issue.. but just wanna let someone know.. perhaps i got so used when gran is ard, she helps me drop eye/ear drop, she reminds me to take medicines.. ask me to sleep early.. ask me to take chicken essence.. ask me to do this and do that.. dad wanted to replace gran, he reminded me to take chicken essence when he see me sleeping so late... but the fact is tat he got no idea tat those at home are already finished... i didnt tell him.. cos i dun want him to worry.. but if gran is here.. she wouldnt just remind me to take.. she will either heat it up or she will take one and put it within my eyesight and reminded me to take it just before i leave house for my exams... i mean.. i dun expect anyone to do this for me.. cos i think it's time i grow up from all these pampers.. but this really makes me miss gran even more.. it's not as though i miss gran only with i need her.. i really miss her every now and then... feel really sad without her... i noe my family is always trying hard to help one another to feel better.. but it's really hard... no one can replace her in that special place in each of our own heart.. we will all miss her...

BACK by SPeciaL ReqUesT

2006-04-08T00:38:00.000+08:00

BACK BY SPECIAL REQUEST!!

Haha... met up with Ms CaRoL... was told tat my blog huh... blah blah blah blah... haha.. so must update a bit occasionally.. haha..

Many many things happened... of course... it's been so long ever since i update... think since the beginning of the sem... was really really busy...

hmm... let me update one by one...

Today:

went out with Ms Tan... i was LATE... haha... left the workshop late.. they were still trying to assemble O**O... really got to go.. got a date with such a popular gal.. maybe rejected a few dates becos of me... if i cancel.. haha.. i think she will kill me.. haha... went for dinner at Thai Express.. hmm.. really cant rem wat lyn eaten the other day... rem it was veri nice nice... but the rice i ordered today isnt tat fantastic... den went coffe club... chat chat and chat.. haha... really dunno why got everything under the sun to talk abt... haha..

Oh... this morning got a shock of my life... i was walking towards the bus stop... walking behind this lady who is walking a dog... the dog looks real cute... den... as usual.. i am always afraid of dogs... so i keep cool... wanted to overtake the lady.. ie walk beside the dog.. den suddenly... the dog turn around.. look at me eye to eye.. den suddenly.. it leap towards me and start barking... wat lau... i got a shock lor.. instantly.. jump back and scream... haha.. so pai sei...

Wednesday:

went to visit gran... the flowers i put there seems to have lose it's colours... so sad... next time when i'm going.. i make sure i buy more flowers... durian puffs... fried hokkien mee... fried oyster egg... gran's fav... really hope she's ard to eat them...

after tat went over to dover road dad's friend stall to eat... free food... alot to eat... veri veri full... haha... den after tat, got to go back to school to finish off my cost section... dad fetched me to sch... went to look for raymond immediately... ask him for help desperately... haha... got the help i needed... wow... relieved...

wanted to ask dad to ferry me from sch to tuition.. but dad says tat there will definitely be a jam... darn... so tat means go by urself... sob sob.. haha... nvm.. lect ended early... managed to avoid the stupid jams... yeah... reach bishan at 7... sufficent time for me to go for dinner... yea...

once i got hm.. got to continue my report... finished it off at ard 11 plus.. slept at ard 12 plus... darn.. got to wake up at 5.30AM... haiz.. always like tat...

This sem in particular.. have been sleeping late and waking up early... fell sick the other time becos of lack of sleep=low immunity... best thing is tat i have been sleeping in the bus... AND i MISSED MY STOP!!! for the 3 years in uni... this sem is the first time i missed my stop... and guess wat i missed my stop twice in a row... once stopped at XJ's hse there... walked to ftp there den take 232... den another time, took to sajc tat side... darn... cross the super long bridge... haiz...

Den other times i didnt miss the stops.. but i think i slept until very very soundly... apparently dancing some head dance.. haha.. if u understand tat... haha.. really super tired... like this morning.. even after i showered.. i was just sittin on the chair watching tv... i kinda of fell asleep.. haha.. nearly dun want to leave hse... haha...

guess tat all for now.. really very tired... haha... will be back..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

2006-01-29T23:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR... today is the first day of cny.. angbow collection is real bad.. i guess this year cant even hit $100.. it's the first year celebrating new year without gran... it really feel different... uncles and aunties still came over.. but all didnt stay long... without gran, the pillar is nt there... the next oldest pillar is not useful at all.. instead, creating fears and irritation among ppl... thought nothing has yet happen.. but just pray for the best..

didnt manage to wakey in time to go praying in the morning... too tired... havent been visiting gran.. i guess she really miss me... i miss her very much also... in just a few weeks time, it's gran's 1st anniverary... my my... so fast.. cant believe...

mum's cousin came today... as usual mum is so proud of her daughters... mentioned abt me in nus.. (no big deal lor... ) den i'm working.. surviving myself.. (true, but seems like also no big deal) but she just cant seem to forget to mention abt me... and this really reminds me of gran... whoever visits her... she will never forget to mentioned abt me.. praising me on every little thing... even praise me in front of my own dad.... seriously i miss her praises.. i really miss her...

i've been visiting gran's sibling as much as i could try... dunno why.. just wanna bring the best image of myself in front of them to live up to gran praises... everytime i see them it just make me rem gran... i really miss her... everyone is sleeping now.. i got no one to talk to anymore... it makes me feel really sad...

was at the airport with aunt cousin and sisters.. aunt was telling us abt the older times... i really appreciate gran even more... there is so many stories tat was not told by gran... *of course.. she wouldnt praise herself* i wish i had done more..

bUsy BusY WeeK...

2006-01-15T23:06:00.000+08:00

Had a busy weekend... went visiting grandaunt on sat and after tat went right to work... and my saturday was gone before i knew it... went tuition in the morning... most boring tuition i ever had.. guess i must reflect on tat huh.. den was back home, trying to do the perfect gift for my parent's wedding anniversary.. den i was on my way to cineleisure.. late as usual.. haha.. catching memories of a geisha.. nice nice... haha... i guess i'm simply easily satisfied... very show is nice nice to me.. haha.. as long as i dun have to pay.. haha.. **jia, heard tat??** haha...

lately i've been cracking joke tat are not funny... **hmm.. den i guess they are no longer known as joke huh.. heehee** but at least i think is funny to me.. haha...
Have been smiling to myself for the slightest thought running in my mind... hah.. guess if ppl were to see tat.. i think they really think i am crazy... i guess i might be becoming crazy soon... trying to laugh and smile my troubles away... obviously this must be one of the most stressful period of my life... otherwise wont be smiling as much as lately..

anyway, 2 of my closest friends are back together... haha.. good good... was rather worried for them... been together for so long.. it will be tough for both if they have to live without each other huh... haha ^_^ congrats and good luck... haha...

Back To SchooL

2006-01-08T23:10:00.000+08:00

Haha... Lucky i'm not an earLy birD... watching the news just now... terrorism exercise thingy... haha... Both Toa Payoh MRT and Terminal was involved... was there but lucky not at that time.. hee... not trying to say that the drill is not necessary.. but me being to timid, so useless... and always late.. haha... sure a prob there.. and den u see me on news... passenger fainted... haha..

went movies with nick, jia and her sis... haha... dunno why end up sitting in between nick and jia.. haha.. very bright... u noe wat i mean.. haha.. think nick must be sad huh... right jia.. haha... kidding lar... i dun mind sitting in between u all at any time.. haha... kidding again.. dunno why just wanna be funny.. haha.. but i noe it's not funny... sorry...

anyway... this sem really gonna be both an early bird and a night one as well... got lessons early in the morning as well as late in the evening... esp, THURS... 8 to 8.. coolz huh...

guess i really got to go and ZZZZ.. otherwise wont wake up early enuff...

GraN, I MISS YOU!!!!

2006-01-03T00:32:00.000+08:00

Today is just the second day of the brand new year.. and i seem to be having a bit of trouble 'fulfilling' my resolution... LeaRn not to be a Cry BabY... but my tears went rolling again.. i miss you, gran... esp when i listen JJ's song... the way he call ah-ma... i just cant stop thinking abt you... it's been like almost a year since uleft... but i just cant stop thinking abt u...

阿嬷躺在病床上
呼吸有一点散漫
眼神却很温柔

i just simply cant forget the scene where gran was lying on the hospital's bed, brushing through my hair... telling me she miss me.. i was preparing for my mid term, didnt see me for 2-3days...

on the day before she discharge, she was trying to plan was to cook for us... we were telling her we miss eating at home... gran, i really miss eating the food u cook... u havent pass me ur skills... u noe?

i really feel so so guilty... the day gran left me.. i didnt talk to her much... didnt noe she will leave me so suddenly.. she was so well when she's discharge... it's just like 2 days... although the whole family has been adapting hard to life without her... but it's really really hard... i really miss her... esp when lyn is back in sch... ann's working... so is dad and mum... and i'm all alone at home... i just cant stop missing her... cant stop thinking abt her...

suddenly so many things struck me... suddenly remember tat i promise her to buy granduncle's noodle and fried oyster egg for her when i am free... but i only got it twice over 2 years... suddenly feel so bad...

i really miss the time when i can back late from work, from jogging, she will be there awake watching tv... waiting for me... the only person i can confight when i came home from work or from sch... the person who will always be willing to apply medicated oil on my problematic stomach no matter what time of the day.. even in the middle of the night... ah ma, my stomach is much more obedient nowadays... seldom diarrhoea... seldom contispate... nose bleeding occasionally... but better... i really know how to take care of myself... not as sickly as last time... dun worry too much abt me..

It's a branD neW YeaR!!

2006-01-01T15:01:00.000+08:00

Was previously counting down to my birthday.. wow.. it's like my birthday was like a week ago.. ha.. time flies... haha.. work sleep work sleep... so busy.. planning for my new sem.. dunno if i shld minor or not... if i am minor-ing, that means sem 7 and 8 i will be doing 2 level 3000 mod.. stress leh... finaLLy deciDed.. but still worrying.. guess this really lead me to my NEW YEAR RESOLUTION!! haha...

JaSMinE's New YeaR ResoLutIons
This gaL really got to learn to
- be DECIDSIVE
- be INDEPENDENT
- be more adaptive
- not to be a cry baby
- CONCENTRATE more on STUDYING!
- take things easy and less panicky
- Find my long lost DETERMINATION
- DRIVE
- ParT with my FAVOURITE TELEVISION

Ha, at the moment, that shld be it... In general learn to be a better person...

CountinG down to my BIRTHDAY... 4 days

2005-12-16T01:23:00.000+08:00

Didnt manage to update this few days... too busy... Grace's wedding on the 14th... was busy the whole day.... rushing here and there... ha.. sat in the same table with auntie jane and jess... Dad and Mum were sitting together with the elder generation.. granduncles and aunties... dearest gran's siblings and "in-laws"... in the middle of the dinner, i went over to their table... Grandaunt ask me when is my turn.. waiting to come for mine.. Hahaha... still long lor... there's still so many other cousin older than me.. so still wont be soon... haha... den granduncle say must find from sch.. before grad.. like their daughter and grace.. haha... i tell him.. not so soon not so soon.. haha... wat else can i say... haha.... i'm only 20 years old... haha...

ha.. finally decided on my cake... ordered the 17th one le... ordering the 20th soon... heehee
excited.. haha... cant wait any longer....

oh received my first christmas present from ann.. haha.. good good.. esprit towel... been receiving alot of esprit stuff... and i noe why.. haha... cos esprit got sale... haha... esp staff purchase... 50% off storewide... shiok right... receive another bday present from esprit... red sweater... opps... not my style... but nvm... still grateful... ^_^

CouNtinG DowN to my BiRThdaY.... 4 more days...

CountinG down to my BIRTHDAY... 7 days

2005-12-13T02:55:00.000+08:00

Ha... received my first BirThdaY PreSenT.... (strictly speaking second laR... haha... ) fRoM ZW, Xin2 & dennis... hee... FeeL kinDa paiseh.. heeHeE... let them spend $$... but hee hee... THANK YOU!!

still very excited abt my bday party... started planning and looking for the cake to order... haha.. FUN + FUN + FUN....

if u ppl have any suggestion... go ahead and let me noe... heehee... THANKS!!

CountinG down to my BIRTHDAY... 8 days

2005-12-12T01:48:00.000+08:00

I'm so so so eXcited!!!! Thinking of my birhtday celebrations... day and night... the food, the cake, the guest list, the deco, the invitation... haha... so excited....

will be celebrating on 2 days... one is on the 17th with my relatives... den on the 20th with my friends.... yeah... ^_^

today got my first HAPPY BIRTHdAY... **from dr prudence** heehee... feel kind of paiseh to announce to everyone.. hhaha... but just feel very excited and happy abt it... so cant stand not to tell ppl... haha.. but ~THANKS DR!!

oh... talking abt that... i got my first christmas card... it's really so excited when i see a envelope that is addressed to me... so excited!!! haha... MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! hee **from Miss Wang** haha... wont forget to post to her as i always did every year ^_^

oh... i still so excited abt my birthday... haha... sms-ing ppl in the middle of the night telling them abt my brithday... haha... sorrie ppl... haha... just purely excited... cant wait till tml...haha...

haha.... must be thinking i'm a crazy gal to sms at this time... sorrie... haha.... but seriously... i'm so excited... haha...

Exams aRe FinaLLy over.... AND my 21st BirThDay is cOMing coMinG ComiNg...

2005-12-05T00:52:00.000+08:00

My 21st BirThDay is cOMing coMinG ComiNg.... excited... yeaH... To those who are reading this... HAHA... pls pls pls REMEMBER to come come come... haha.... still cracking my head on wat bday present i want... haha... **thick skinned** haha... no choice huh... got ask by some ppl huh... haha...

Coming to think... haiz... been telling Grandma abt my 21st birthday... tellin her this yr I AM GOING TO TURN 21.... but... haiz... when it's really hereZ... she's no ard... **sob sob**

aCtUally seriously speaking... cannot celebrate any festival or any thing for a least one year... but i noe Granny wouldnt mind me celebrating my Birthday....

i beginning to miss Gran again... cant control the emotions again.... went to watch Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire... when harry brings cedric's body back... and when cedric's dad realise his son is dead.... my tears went rolling.... i hate these scenes... it just remind me of the scenes in TTHS & SGH...just cant take it...seeing someone so close leaving u....
i just finish reading Harry Potter & the Order of Phoenix... Sirrius dead... my tears didnt went rolling.. but my heart just simply feels the pain harry is feeling... gosh... it's so similar to gran's departure... she left so sudden... cant even hear her last words... cant tell her how much i love her... cant tell her how much i need her... cant tell her how much i appreciate her... cant tell her how much i respect her.... gosh... i really miss her.... scenes in the hospital are flashing cross my brain... i cant control... i really miss her a lot...

missing her... missing her very very much....

Exams are round the CorNeR

2005-11-09T11:06:00.000+08:00

Hey... havent been update... was very busy with tonnes of schoolwork as well as my presentationS... nearly die... haha... but currently still safe and sound.. (unlike my computer... )still surviving after the 2 presentations and now preparing for finals... hope my results can improve... heehee....

Oh, my student made my day yesterday.... she was saying that she hated physics for like 2 years ++ but after having tuition with me... heehee... she no longer hates phys and instead found phys easier than chemistry... haha... YeAh!!!

I guess that is the satisfaction of being a teacher... that really make me wonder shld i persist on with my amibition?? or shld i not... i love the satisfaction... but dislike the challeges... hee...

Actually shld be studying... but just cant concentrate... haha... so came in here to talk nonsense.. haha... sorrie huh... must tolerate my nonsense... haha...

WJ is going over to Aust for SEP... she will be finishing her exams ard the end of june and her hostel will be till the end of july... so maybe SJ & i might go over to aust for a holiday next year... heehee... ^_^ so must SAVE SAVE SAVE....

PPl... if u are reading this... I WILL BE HAVING MY 21ST BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS ON THE 17th DEC @ NTUC PASIR RIS... DO COME AND JOIN THE FUN!!!

2005-10-07T02:34:00.000+08:00

我以为我们的关系已好到无话不说的地步。

但。。。我真的没想到你如此的在意。。

不知如何是好。。真是进退两难。。。

我真的以为我们是死党。。嗨~~

你们在不知不觉中常常说的话都不估计到我的感受，

我不是一定要你们做每件事都要想到我，

自是希望你们明白我所做的事。。

能珍惜我这个朋友。。

I am so sad...

2005-09-30T23:43:00.000+08:00

Just dunno why... feel like everything is against me... nothing seems smooth sailing... i really hate this feeling... it's really been a long time since i got such a feeling... so upset.... feel like a can of unopen soft drink... and someone just shaken it so hard that i feel so pressurised... feel like it's exploding.... i cant stand it anymore!!!!! I DUN WANT TO FEEL THIS WAY!! i hate it... hate it... hate it....

i feel so lousy... real loser... i just feel bad.. bad.. bad... i dunno wat to say.. i just wanna find somewhere to hide... i cant stand it... really...

Life is neveR sMooTh saiLinG

2005-09-21T01:13:00.000+08:00

LiFe is neVeR sMoOTh sAiLinG... thought afteR GM's departure... Nothing can bE woRse... But just dunno why... feeling down... packed with tonnes of work to do... homework are piling up... small and big matters at home have to address... mum admitted to hospital last friday... discharged yesterday.. but with no results... book appointment for further investigation.. appointment with this doc and that doc... haiz~..

how i wish the world can stop moving... everyone can stop at where they are... let me be the only moving... let me have extra time to catch up.. and also spend some quailty time with myself... i have plenty of wishes and achievements i want to achieve... but i seem to be lagging behind... i think i really shld spend some time thinking abt what i really want to achieve...

VerY VeRy bUsY..

2005-09-04T23:58:00.000+08:00

got complains that i havent been updating my blog... haha... *_* so i decided to drop a few words as i wait for my pc to load some stuff... pc has been going crazy lately.. nearly drive me crazy...

got plenty of stuffs to be done... but still not done yet.. haiz.. too many commitments...

- Heat transfer test on thurs
- cuifen's engagement on tues
- project meeting on both mon and wed
- tutorialsssssss
- tuitionssss

oh talking abt tuition... haha... i got my first teachers' day gift... haha... though it's a free gift but haha... like wat we always say is the thoughts that counts... haha...

oh, to make things short and sweet... haha... over the weeks... got myself a new phone.. **haha.. sue if u r seeing this, i am not spending alot... my phone is a zero value phone.. heehee..**
den got a MP3 from creative lately too... got to use thumb drive for my presentation that is coming soon... thought might as well get a mp3 rather than a just thumb drive.. **hee... excuse to get myself a MP3 huh.. haha.. watever...**

okay... got to go back to my books and reports liao... hope this satisfy u huh, sue.. haha... kidding.. =p

wOw... wHaT a busY dAy

2005-08-29T00:35:00.000+08:00

Was having tuitioN from 10 to 12... was late again.. *sob sob* hee... didnt really mean to be late... but was too tired... woke up but went back to sLeep... so in the end, reached at ard 1020... so left ard 1220... there, i procede on with my busy day... i took 93 to braddell den take 88 to work.... thought i can see dr h.. hee... but didnt get to see him, he got sth on and left ard 12 plus... so came a locum... havent seems him for a long time... but nice working with him.. den sms ling to tell her that i need to left on the dot and ask if she can come earlier or at least reach on the dot.. heehee... so when she came, i left... den took train to cityhall to meet jia & nick, carol & darrick... (yes... sad to say i was the extra one...) was pretty upset... reached there ard 1835.. met j & n at ard 7 but waited till 1915 den c & d came... so went c n d came, we asked them to treat.. haha.. so before we went over to sharon's bbq, we went to white sands' mac to take something light first... on carol...

saw a lot of ppl... many of whom i havent seem for years... got updated abt them... sounds like they had great deal of fun... ^_^

carol didnt bring her camera as she thought i will be bringing... but apparently, my camera low batt... forgotten to charge... so only manage to take a few pics...

Needless to intro... as u can see, pretty obvious who is who...

oh, dunno if i mentioned... MY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION WILL BE ON THE 17th DEC 05, details will be further updated.. *haha*
i was surfing the net for my reseach den started to search for birthday cakes as well... haha... saw swensens princess Jasmine's cake... it's nice.. but would be better if there were other designs... as in other pics of princess Jasmine... haha... hint ann... but pretty expensive.. so let's see how... haha...

What a GaTheRing!

2005-08-25T23:37:00.000+08:00

Wanted to meet up with JC friends... but these ppl nearly make me go crazy.... initially there were at least 6 turning up... but apparently, or shld i say somehow, they informed someone that they are not coming and somehow not everyone was informed the exact details... so in the end beside ps and i, BY turned up... pathetic huh... haha... yeah... 3 persons' gathering... haha... had our dinner @ marina square @ swensen... den... sat there and chat for a while... probably to ard 8+, den BY went off... den ps and me went to strolling ard... went esplanade... haha... we went to hagen daz... heehee.. den went ard to snap beautiful us... haha... (*grin*)

nice nice... heehee...

TryinG harD to be fuNNy...

we like the words very much... wanted to take a pic with it.. but seems like very small huh... haha...

We were setting timers and putting the camera opp of us... den came along a pair of friends, i guess we looked very pathetic to them.. heehee... they offered to snap pic for us... haha... Yeah!!

TryinG to be funNy again... haha... WheRE is ThE LOVe???? **sob soB**

TeaRs CanT be ConTroL

2005-08-17T23:43:00.000+08:00

WenT to help mum to collect her medicines over @SGH yesterday.... upon reaching the bus stop to take the shuttle bus in... i starting recollecting my memories of the time i went to visit granny with grandauntie.... den when the bus went pass block 9, the sight of granny keep flashing through my mind... the bus drove pass the car park we park our car at when we visit gran, den went into SGH, block 6.... my tears went rolling down... saw the polar cafe at block 6, rem the times we were eating at the cafe with sisters and auntie... went to the pharmacy, leave the prescription and den went to delifrance to have my breakfast cum lunch... on the journey from pharmacy to delifrance, my recollections of the days when granny is in the hospital came to me again... sob sob... after ard 1 hr, went back to the pharmacy, but it's nt my turn yet... so went to the physiotherpy clinic... again, i rem the days i accompany granny to do her check-ups... and apparently the dr ask her to go for physiotherpy... den the physiotherpist asked me to rem gran's exercise and make sure she does it at home.... i rem those days, when i come home, i will ask gran, have u done it?? she will always say yes... ahahaa... but i know she didnt, even if she did, she didnt do the correct way... ^_^ haiz~

last night, i dreamt of gran... she came back to life.... (must have watch too much television shows...) i was over the moon.... hug her so tightly.... it's pretty real... the hug... i seem to be able to feel it... got so much to tell her.. but didnt really get to talk much...

actually was tell ann that it's really too sudden for me to accept gran's departure... she discharge from the hospital on thurs... and she look so gd... i really didnt noe she will leave so suddenly... her will of living is so strong.... she promised me that she will start walking on monday!! she will go downstairs on monday!! on the day before she discharge, she started talking to me abt what she will be cooking for us.... but since she's back she didnt leave her bed.... the monday didnt arrive... why??? i left hse on sunday without telling her... she looked for me!!! she wanted to ask me to go to the market to buy her favourite fried hokkien mee... but i went to work!!! WITHOUT TELLING HER!!! i really dunno why i didnt tell her that day... i always make sure i tell her tat i am leaving the hse or i reach home already.... but that day i didnt... left home at ard 5+... reach home ard 10+ but granny is GONE!!! i saw her at the lift lobby with the paramedics... i home and den left home with dad for TTSH... on the car dad was saying wat if gran is gone... i told him.. no worries... gran is okie... it will be just like in the past... go hospital to stay for awhile only.. ask him nt to talk nonsense... but over at the A&E, the paramedics told me and ann that actually her heart beat stopped on the way here... and the dr are now trying to save her... ann tempt was too high... she couldnt go into the a&E department... so i went in instead... i wait outside a rm... i was crying very badly... when the dr came out to ask me some qn abt granny's medical history... i saw gran inside... the drs were reviving her heartbeat.... i started crying further... the dr tried to calm me down.. but obviously didnt manage to... auntie jane arrived, so i went out for her to go in... cos only one person can go in to the department... gradually, my other uncles and aunties came.. we waiting outside the A&E department... waited till 11+ aunt gave a call to us and say the dr tried their best but couldnt get her back.... my... i cried further... hugging ann.. or rather she's trying to support me... i cant accept it... den some of my aunts & uncles came and give me a pat... consoling me... but... how to accept??? she was fine just hours ago... i regreted not talkin to her much on sun...

i miss the times when i have stomachache, i would always go into her room and she would help me apply medicated oil... i miss the times when i come home, complained to her the unhappiness i tolerated for the whole day... i miss the times when i am bored, i go into her room, lie beside her and tell her i am tired... i miss the times when i scold jalyn, she would always ask me nt to scold her... i miss the times when i came back from work, brushing my teeth, washing face etc, she would talk to me... and i would tell her wat happen in the clinic.. whether did my dr send me home... i miss the times she wake me up.... i miss the times she cooked breakfast for me.. i miss the times she buy breakfast for me... i miss the times when she's always so concerned if i've eaten... i miss the times she ask me to do this and do that... i miss the times i watch tv with her... animated mr bean...she would always laugh at mr bean... art attack... she would always say wow, this guy is fantastic... animated tazan... she will say this tazan dun look as good as the old times' tazan... channel 55 drama shows... channel 8 4.30pm and 5.30pm shows.... she would always tell me what happen... she either watched before or how the real history is like... i really miss the times i chat with her in her room... really.... we can chat abt anything under the sun... she tell me abt my uncles and aunties.... she tell me abt her past... she tell me abt history... the songs they sing... things she do... and of course listen to my complaints.... i really miss her.... i hope everthing is just a dream and tml i will wake up to see granny in her room....

My LasT weeK of holidaY pasT too quicKLy...

2005-08-09T01:02:00.000+08:00

Tdy is my first day of school for sem 5.. (haha.. sounds weird huh... like primary one kid.. haha..) Had a pretty fulfilling LasT weeK of my holiday...

Monday - a day of myseLf... spent quality time with myself... reading, watching tv, listening to music, practising for my KTV sessions(heehee..)..

Tuesday - WorKing... a very busy daY... patients kept coming till ard 1130pm...

Wednesday - WenT Kbox with SJ... haha... that is shiok.... it's my first time going to KTV with just one friend and i realised it's really very very shiok... the mike is urs throughout the session.. haha... we sing till the ppl come and chase us off.. haha... after tat wanted to go hm.. but rem that i havent call hannah, so gave her a call and realised that peisi is over at the center waiting for me... peisi got nafa test on tues, so they simply thought will make up on wed... lucky i'm free... so i told her tat will go down asap.... after tuition, went over to the clinic... initially wanted to play ard, disturb ling... but haha... more and more patients came... so help ling out.... den when i'm abt to leave to meet ann @J8 swensens, dr T asked me to record my timing... i told him nvm cos it's nt my slot and that i've come becos i was just passing by... but he told ling to write it down for me... so heck lor... he's the boss, he decides ba... wanna pay me more, i seriously dn mind... just that scare he might nt like it...

Thursday - MeT MY... went to watch the Island... nt a bad movie... haha... in fact i like it pretty much.. lyn say nt nice... haha... but apparently, haha... i think i am a scary cat.. haha... cos the Island is nt a scary movie but there were like 2 scenes that made me close my eyes tight enuff that i dun see anything else except darkness.. haha... MY say nth much... but still haha... me no guts... haha... den went shopping.. see see look look but didnt buy anything... dunno why... think been shopping too constantly lately.. so seems like nth to buy leh...
ended the day early cos it's ann's bday.... got to hurry to buy bday cake before the shops closed.... ann came back pretty late as her company organised a farewell party for may as she's leaving... so they went makan den drinking... so reached hm near 12... but still before 12.. haha... just make it for her bday...

Friday - Haha... wenT Kbox again.. this time with MY... haha... really shiok... i loved it man... sing and sing and sing... haha... too bad... no time to take photo... haha...
den went to pasir ris to meet armand to check in for chalet... overestimated the journey's time... reached half an hour early... went strolling in white sands... den armand reached ard 3.30pm... den we waited for auntie jane till ard 4pm... went ntuc to get drinks and tibits... den head off to the chalets... heehee.... played xbox with armand... makes me feel stupid... haha... den armand and i went to start the fire first... but after one hr of trying and trying... failed.. haha... den we hand over to auntie jane's friend... haha... think she set up within 10mins... haha... lousy me... (FYI, i am never near the fire when it comes to bbq.... so cant blame me... this is the first time after all... haha....) didnt stay for the night as i got tuition the next day in the morning and got to work in the evening....

oh, forgotten to wish both Singapore and Singaporeans

Happy 40th BirThdaY!!!

I've turned into a LOBSTER!!!

2005-07-29T23:17:00.000+08:00

Went cycling with SJ and WJ.... and i've turned into a lobster.... Very very red... and painful... feel like my skin is tearing... pathetic... haha... hopefully it wont be like the other time when i came back from palm restort... that time when i first come back was a lobster... den turned into snake... shedding off skin... this time round, lobster is enough... hee...

took some pic there... nt many... but more den enuff to post them here.. heehee...

Thanks to SJ's long hands.. heeheee... ^_^

...Bedok Jetty...

SJ and me... heehee...

going home soon.. my hands are red already....

SCHOOL IS REOPENING!!!

2005-07-28T23:49:00.000+08:00

Didnt update for such a long time... haiz.. been pretty sick and busy... besides working, i am resting... gt bad heachache, giddy + nausea... like pregnant like that... pathetic.... finally feeling better... heehee... actually tonnes of things happened.... esp in clinic...

i called for ambulance for the third time of my life... this time rd... it's becos of snake bite... u didnt read wrongly... S-N-A-K-E... snake... Dr say seems serious... so have to call for ambulance and sent to hospital...

den came a lady... wow... got fever up to 40 degrees.... very high leh.... shiver until very jia lat... poor thing man... den cant seems to walk... so no choice... no wheelchair in the clinic.. so have to push her out to her husband's car using doctor's chair... heehee... pretty funny scene huh...

oh... today went phys tuition.. coolz man... this student's house is pretty huge... at least 4 storey... she has a rm by herself... (no big deal...) BUT... she has a toilet of her own too leh... hmmm... maybe i am poor... so was like WOW.... heehee...
BUT was a bit annoyed when i see her hse... cos they bargain the tuition fees with me... was already so low... and wants to cut further... see it's wen's dear's cousin.. so okie lor... in the end, staying in such a big hse... haiz... but watever it is... i have agreed and besides i dun have experience teaching o level phys... so just accept... ^_^

dunno if i mention before the student i am teaching in ling kwang centre... her name is the same as my sis... peisi... cant say she is bad in her work... actually... after explaining to her... she seems like she understand leh... just that she dun have the concentration... i explain, she understand but soon forget... actually in fact she is a pretty gd gal... very obedient and respect me very much... just that i guess she is pretty playful other den her tuition time... i asked her to do sth, it's never done... but during tuition, she listens and do her work... hmmm... pretty hard to analyse... heheee..

my neck is getting stiff... think have to go to bed soon... heehee...

SO ANGRY!!!

2005-07-22T00:37:00.000+08:00

Haiz... really dislike to do run errands for ppl at the last minute... the other time helped mum to go to SGH to collect medicine den another to TTSH... Yesterday help uncle to pay his bills at courts... but of course, that is nt wat i am angry abt... this just a small matter... just tt my plans for that day have to amend...

so i left home earlier to get to central to pay the bills... and thought might as well get some facial product over at Central... so went to lee wah, the shop beside lee wah, NTUC, watsons to compare prices... erm, yes, u can call me cheapskate... BUT anyway, realised that LW is offering the cheapest price and certainly i will go back and get that mah... after roaming ard, paying the bills, i went back to LW @4.30pm to get marvel gel which is written as $14.90 over the shelf... so i went over to queue for payment... i took out $14 and search for coins to make up 90cents... but apparentally only got 50 cents... no choice... took out another $2 and that makes $16... so when it;s my turn, (there were 2 staffs.. one as a cashier and the other help to pack the stuffs) the second one took the gel and the $16 one after another from me... den when the cashier keyed in the barcode, i realised there is a discount and the price reduces to $12.50.. so i tell the cashier, opps.. given u $16... but the cashier insisted that i only give her $14... and is very sure that i give her $14... cos she rem how she put the notes... wat the heck man... as though all the notes i given her are in the same manner... i stayed cool and explained that i have 4 $2 notes with me and now i am only left with 1 $2 note.. den the cashier keep insisting that i given her only $14... of course i want to pursue further as i am accused!!!! and make it as though i want to cheat money.. HELLO!! IF I WANT TO CHEAT YOUR MONEY I MIGHT AS WELL SAY I GIVE YOU A $100 NOTE AND 2 $2 NOTE.. I STAnD TO GAIN MORE OKIE!!! AND THIS IS ONLY $2... CHEAT YOUR $$ FOR WAT???? as i am very very sure that i give her $16.. and rem that i counted again before giving the other fellow.. there is no point forgetting everything as i noe i am RIGHT!! if i were to say nvm den, it will sure make it as though it's me who is making a big fuss over it.. so i decided that i must stood by my claim and see wat they do... so they kept insisting that i only give her $14.. and den i also keep iinsisting that i given $16... so the other fellow told another staff which i believe is more superior the situation.. so that fellow say have to do closing to count all the money... at the thought of that i was like WAT!! that means i have to wait... wat the heck man!!! i am going to be late for work and u ask me to wait further... COOL HUH?? i actually wanted to tell them forget it as i dun want to wait... but perhaps my principle hold me back... insisted that i stayed on and see who;s right and who;s wrong... it was TOTALLY EMBARRASSING to stand there and wait... cos everyone looking over my side to check out wat's wrong and it really make me look like an idiot that is being so calculative over JUST $2... it really quite some time to finish counting... she even have to count the coins one by one... damn it.. lucky they didnt touch their float which is like AT LEAST 100 $2 notes.... if they have to count that as well i think i dun have to go to work already... so after waiting and waiting... the answer is that they indeed have excess $$ and that senior staff returned me my $2 and a word sorry...
wat the heck man...

First of all, the money is handled by 2 person before putting it to the cash register... u mean u all dun have to check how much i give you before u give me the change!!! wat if a customer were to give u 3 $100 notes instead of just one.. wow... i pity the customer who patronised the store, who gave trust in you for ur prdts... and u ppl returned the trust with carelessness...

Secondly, when i tell them i am very sure that i gave them $16, they threw a doubtful look over... making me looking like a idiot trying to cheat $2... a person with no credibility at all.. wat an embarrassing moment of my life... a calculative fool trying to argue over $2...

Then, i strongly feel that the senior staff didnt apologised sincerely... just a word, "sorry" and case closed... BUT THAT IS NT THE WORSE... the cashier who insisted that i given her $14 didnt even apologised... although she looked as though she noe it's her fault, still she shld at least APOLOGISE!!!!!!! shouldn't that be the case????

HEY THAT IS THE BASIC MANNERS!!!

Putting customer service aside, it's really basic manners to apologise if u accused a person wrongly!!!
MADE ME WAITED AND WAITED, MADE ME LOOKED AND FELT LIKE A FOOL, MADE ME LATE FOR WORK...

if i have the time, i would have fired them there after making me wait, wasting my time...

My joB is reaLLy interesting huh...

2005-07-19T02:50:00.000+08:00

i am really beginning to love and hate my job... ahaahaaa.. Hate the job becos it's in the service line and nt just have to serve and accept watever the patients give u... for instance, gt a call today... this lady practically shouted throughout the whole conversation... she said that she brought her son down to see dr a few days ago and den after taking erythromycin, the son was down with diarrhoea... den this morning the husband brought the son down to see dr and the trip cost them another 34 bucks on top of the 28 bucks they paid on the first trip... so she kept asking why is it that she STILL have to pay so much when it is our fault... apparentally, first thing for most, it is nt our fault... erythromycin has a side effect of causing diarrhoea, but of course nt everyone will be affected... if it does den which dr will ever want to use that??? Den, it's just nt right for u to shout at me even if i were the one who accidentally charged an extra $10 when there isnt suppose to be any charges for consultation... and besides, the standard of living is obviously getting higher.. this amt u paid to see dr is nt wat u call very expensive and wat high class medicine... apparentally, there are clinic out there that charged ever higher!! i fully understood her prob.. but i still think she shouldnt make a fuss out of it.. we tried our best to explain the whole incident to u but u just dun want to listen.. all u wanted was a refund... and nt explaination on why is it expensive... Wat the heck man...

but still i love this job... apparentally u get to meet all these ppl... understanding human behaviour in the hard way... ahaahaa... there's always free consultation... hahaha...

I'm BacKKK.... Was a short yet EnJOYabLe TriP...

2005-07-18T15:40:00.000+08:00

Wow... I've got so much to say... but dunno where to start... haha... erm... let me start with the beginning for the journey ba... Woke up at 5am in the morning to start preparing for the trip... we wanted to avoid the morning crowd in the mrt.. so we decided to set off early... But dad suggested that he fetching us there... but we thought it's so troublesome for him so we insisted that we go to the airport by ourselves... but apparentally in the end, dad insisted that he shld at least fetch us to aljuned.. at least it's nearer to airport and that we dun have to transfer train... so we abided... but we forgotten that will by fetching us, we will be reaching the airport much much earlier than we even expect... true enough, we reached there at 7 to 7.30am and our flight is taking off at 12.50pm!! ha... after we had our breakfast at BK, we proceeded on to the viewing alley... snapping photos.. playing with the trolley which we put our luggage on.. i sat on the trolley and sis pushing me ard... think ppl there must be thinking CRAZY GALs... haha..

Then, finally we see our flight on the board...

but as u can see at then was still 9 sth in the morning... and ann was down with runny nose... rather lethargic... so we went to BK to sit down and rest... time was crawling by at then... nearly bored to death.. heee...

as time finally crawl past... we finally can check in... still 2 hours before the flight... ann was still having runny nose... so i called dr H to check if she still can take her rn tablet if she taking the flu tab... no prob.. so i gave her one tablet... and slowly, she got better... ^_^
yeah... and time went faster... soon we could see our plane...

Budget airline... but nt that bad lar... just that there is no food served in the flight... (erm.. got lar... just that have to pay $$) no reserved seats.. and apparentally we singaporeans are KS.. so in the end spent much time in the quene... it's a small plane... with only 4 air stewardesses... with little space to walk.. somehow i guess for a small plane, it tends to experience more turbulence... (haha.. my fluid mechanics didnt score well... so if that's nt true den sorry... but there were many occasion where we felt the turbulence...) haaha.. sounds bad.. nt that bad afterall... cos this is the only time u can sit so near to the cockpit... haha... cool... u could see the captain coming out to go to the toilet... ahaahaa...

We reached Thailand ard 2+ (thai time).. took the bus transfer to the hotel... reached there at ard 3 sth near 4... checked in... the room was pretty big... 3 beds 3 pillows... that definitely nt enuff... so we called the maid service to request for another 3 pillows... so that there will be enough for all of us... including auntie jane and armand.... but the maid service was so slow... called 4 times den they brought the pillows... OMG... so went the pillows finally arrive, we nearly starve to death... and so coincident, we met mavwyn when we were on the way to their train station known as BTS ... singapore is such a small cty and we hardly met in a year.. except during CNY... but in thai, such a big place, we actually met.. anyway, we went straight to Siam center to have our lunch cum dinner... and went shopping ard siam... went back the hotel ard 10++ and auntie jane called... she reached the airport already... she initally wanted to take bus and transfer BTS.. to the hotel.. but at then was kind of late... so in the end she decided to take a cab... by the time she reached the hotel, it was like 11++ cant go anywhere else... so we stayed in the hotel and chatted till nearly one... and took photos, of course...

den gradually one by one fall asleep....

the second day was a shopping day... of course, praying as well... we started after our breakfast (thought might see tricia, but didnt... living in the same hotel but didnt get to see her throughout the whole journey...) and a swim in their swimming pool.... talking abt their swimming pool, ha... the water was freezing... and the pool was small... and deep.. haha... it's like from 0.8m to 1.34m den to 2.1m... but the jacuzzi was cool... the water was very very warm... haha... to be exact HOT!!! BUT very shiok.. haha... den got the whole jacuzzi to ourselve like that... haha... cool..

this is the station our hotel is located at....

MBK... a pretty popular shopping center in thai...

waiting 'patiently' for the train...

Me and armand with thailand's paragon at the backgrd... last year when i was there... the land was just a flat grd... coolzz... fast work...

oh yar... this is my window view... kinda of sucky huh.. haha.... was very happy when the staff told me that this rm has a window... upon reaching the room... wow.. u call this a window?? haha... cant open it... and the outside is like "WALL"!!!

Lyn & me

My new flip flop.. haha...

Hee hee... u think this is 'cute' haha.. Know wat's that?? ahaaha....

but in general, had a fun trip with lots of laughter...
didnt buy much... dunno why... just didnt see much nice and worth-it stuffs.... but zhi wei and dennis's luggage was like just as big and heavy as ours... haha... really wonder wat they bought.. haha... lucky, we were with them... otherwise the excess baggage will cost them a bomb.. haha...

For U ppl out There whO missed the oLd gooD daYsss

2005-07-14T14:38:00.000+08:00

Was looking through my files in the pc... took many pics of FTPSS old campus and the path we walked to schooL... just upload here and show u ppl ba... Heehee...

Oh yeah... my orchids are blooming...

Nice nice... ^_^

Wat a daY...

2005-07-14T03:04:00.000+08:00

HA... poor cyn... came to work 8am the morning and ling called her to work till 10pm.. so no choice, got to stay from 8am to 10pm.. and guess wat... when Dr T came in at 5.30pm, asked why is there 2 person on... he added he received ling's sms early in the morning saying that can cyn work from 8 to 10... so he thought no one was coming in at 5... but the actual fact was that i came in at 5 and there will be 2 person on at 5-7... den he told cyn if she can go out for a break and come back later... wanna cut cost... pathetic leh.... but like wat he say... cut cost... no choice... so i told cyn that i go out and come back at 7... but dr tan say let cyn have a break... so okie lor... cyn went library and came back at 7... poor thing... ha.. the main culprit s ling...so cyn said that she will make sure ling make up for it.. haha... yes... ask ling to give her a big treat... haha... but partly my fault... shld have call cyn in the morning.. but i woke up late this morning... even MISSED my "DREAM OF COLOURS"... so i thought forget it... think ling will noe wat to do... so didnt call... if i called, then i would have started work at 7... and nothing will go wrong...

yeah... it's Wed already... cant wait for Friday... heehee.... ^_^
Oh Zhiwei already in Thai... ***green eyes*** how i wish i'm there now!!

I'm SICK!!

2005-07-13T02:44:00.000+08:00

Lately been having a little problem with breathing.... seems like there's a congestion somewhere... and occasionally coughing in the middle of the night.... and do u noe wat "night coughs" usually indicates? ASTHMA... omg... my family has a history of asthma... so i went to consult dr... he listened to my lungs and said that they are clear... yeah... no asthma... BUT... he said that asthma might come after pregnancy... 'Coolz' huh?
but for now, one thing i noe for sure is that it's better for me NOT TO SLEEP IN AIRCON ROOM... and how can ann sleep without aircon??? (ann are u READING??) den dr tell me.. den slp in the corridors... heee.. guess that must be wat ann is thinking...
as usual, there's sure to be medicine for consumption... i really hate to eat medicines.... hee.. lucky today's medicines are all small pills... *grin* but there's a cough syrup that is dr's own creation... mixture of 3 syrups.. all at one go.. haha... it's really been very long since i take syrups... and it really taste yucky... it's so so so so so so so so so so so SWEET... although, my tooth are sweet.. *hee*, still it's TOOOOOO sweet... let u have a glimpse of my medicines...

oh and talking abt medicine makes me recalled my flu tablets.. since i'm goin OVERSEAS soon... *yeah..* got me and sisters some flu tablets that cost me $30++ (ANN pls REIMBURSE me!!)
Though this looks much bigger than wat i've taken just now... it's capsule... haha.. nt difficult to swallow.. hee... otherwise will sure have a hard time... heehee...

FUN JOB... ^_^

2005-07-12T02:37:00.000+08:00

Just got back from work... tiring day... many many patients... a lot of procedures.... each patient took ard 15-20 mins on average.. waiting time was on average like one and a half hours... OMG... all the patients' face = UNSATISFIED.. but wat can i do... if i have the cert dr has, i would have help out and see u ppl okie!!! so it's NOT MY FAULT THAT U PPL HAVE TO WAIT SO LONG!!! (guess this is the only place i can vent my anger though... hee)

but still i think each job has it's own satisfaction... although i get to see unreasonable ppl at times.. i do get to noe fun loving doctors... perhaps i'm working out sat night where it's normally or shld i say always, it's a locum on duty.. so i often get to know the locum.. it's nice knowing them... most will share their experience and occasionally give me advice on my future... coolz... hee... oh and one of them is pretty handsome.. haha.. even the patients that came out told me.. "wow, ur dr is so young and handsome.." haha...

remember the times when i always tell alice, pls dun put me with a locum... at then i was in my comfort zone with dr c... haha... but now... upon moving out of my comfort zone, i really think it's fun to work with diff doc...

Yeah.. THaiLand.. i'll be there in another 4 days time.. WAIT FOR ME...

2005-07-11T15:57:00.001+08:00

Yeah... Cant wait for Friday to arrive... i'll be on the plane.. flying to MY shopping paradise... haha... cheap skate one... hee... but still will be off the land of singapore.. yeah... off from work...

Forgotten to wish HWEE YI a HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!! went to 'celebrate' for her on the Friday.. a rather pathetic one... haha... but i know u wont mind.. haha... shall nt mention too much here... haha.... Just hope that u have a enjoyable one... and rem to make one even more enjoyable.. haha.. thick skin... =p

BTW, hy, me reaLLy went specially down to celebrate ur Bday.. heehee... was so bored on the bus back... and took stupid pics...

Talking abt my birthday!! CAROL.... I wanT my LAST YEAR birthday present!!!!! haha... bad gal... Heeehee...

Cant update much... off to work soon.... Sianzzzzzzzz...
BUT STILL I am looking forward for FRIDAY!!!

VIRUS!!!!!!!!

2005-06-10T00:16:00.000+08:00

OMG... i think singapore is full of virus.... so many ppl sick.... the no. of patients in the clinic is increasing man... then my hse as well... ann and lyn are sick.... lyn down with cough.... ann down with fever, flu, cough.... and me.... stomach flu.... nose bleed again... must be the durian i took.... sucks man... hate the feeling...

yesterday went to the cemetry... was raining before we arrived...but lucky it stopped before we reached there.... Good.. but the soil was soft... ie muddy... ha.. den ann slipper struck in the mud... poor thing... when she tried to pull it out... it broke... haha... den she went home bare footed.. ann say must be gran wanna her to change her slippers... ya right... haha...

Mum's mum's tomb is very near to gran... so we went to take a look... i realised those ppl who took our money to maintain the tomb do their job only once a year leh... it's so dirty and messy... nt just grandma's tomb.. her neighbours were even worse... i thought these ppl will always do their job... didnt noe they just do it only when they noe we are going... smart huh...
haiz.. but cant really blame them... at least they still do their job... and besides nt many ppl are willing to do these jobs...

but watever it is... just hoped that all of them RIP.... esp my grandparents....

Yeah... my resutLss finaLLy improved!!!

2005-06-07T15:08:00.000+08:00

Forgotten to update... yeah... my results finally improved!!! though still nt up to expectations... but haha.... this sem caps did hit what i set myself to get.... but kanna pull down by last 3 sems... so no choice... but still... i will work harder.... yeah....

Missing U...

2005-06-07T14:27:00.000+08:00

Wow... it's been one month since i update this.... hmm... many many things happened of course!
Been working since last month... nearly everyday.... esp this week... Ling and cynthia went to course... alice chickenpox... fiona back to china.. clara quit... ziyun intending to quit.. but lucky she agreed to help us for another wk and consider while working... yeah... otherwise it's really morning joanne and me for the later shift... will die.. beside GM's 100th day on wed... got to go to the cemetry to visit her... oh, missed her alot... lately been dreaming of her... but sad... think i was too sleepy... cant really rem what's my dream abt... only can rem she appeared in my dreams.... kind of miss her even nowadays.... esp lately.. cos me were folding the 'money' *grin* for her... when folding, i rem the days i fold them together with her... she would guide me... telling me that i shldnt do it like that... den how to fold... wat's the meaning of the fold.... but apparentally, she added that as thought the dead would received when we burn them... however, we decided we better burn to her... what if she really can receive.. what if it;s like the 9 oclock show on channel 8... better to be safe den sorry.. haha...

enough of GM at the moment.... went to isetan yesterday... if any shopaholic is reading this, pls... isetan is having sale... gd bargin.. at least for myself... haha....
but still as the chinese saying often goes... good times are often short... short for a while... down with diarrhoea again... damn... been having this diarrhoea since friday.. sucks... stomach is feeling the pain again... always have to visit the toilet after makaning... sucks... haiz... dr heng say it's a particular type of stomach flu.. if can tolerate den dun take medicine.. but i still took medicine... nt that i cannt tolerate... just tat i scare it will turn worse... so just take lor.... den yesterday de heng left early... dr ng came... didnt noe he had a clinic of he's own somewhere nearby... he too asked me nt to take medicine... let it recover by itself.... guess i'll just abide den.... besides if i dun take anything that iritate my intestine... guess it shld be okie... but... haha... shall see how.... if really cannot tolerate den no choice.... ^_^

guess going to stop here.... cos apparentally have been constantly picking up phone calls from ziyun... she's working alone with a new full time gal today.... received the first call at 8... still receiving.. but hee... it's 3 oclock now.. break break break... haahaa.... me go rest awhile... going to work soon... *_*

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Back from the clouds...

Our Future Home...?

My First Offical Teachers' Day

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Holidays are over.... sob sob

Movies with Meiyee

Happy Mothers' Day!!!

Stressful stressful life

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My 23rd Birthday Celebrations

Jalyn's Birthday is round the corner

Super boring lesson!!

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Last day of 2007

Thank you Wen & Chun

Photo sharing..

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Updates of the past 3 mths...

My Convocation

Memories in Australia -- to be continue..

Weekend packed of fun laughter and joy!!

This Chapter of my life is coming to an end soon...

The Starter Marriage

Happy 16th Birthday JALYN

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i'm bored!!!!

A DiFFerenT Saturday of MinE!

Marchie March

My CNY 2nd Day pics...

Happy Chinese New Year!!

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My Achievement-to-be for the month of January

Happy New Year..

Half Day @ Vivo City

Rain rain go away..

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~~Unleashing a new life~~

Can't StOp ThiNKinG!!

Accidents seen

Shopping Spree

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YEAH... EXAMS ARE OVER!!!

..I Miss GRanDMa..

BACK by SPeciaL ReqUesT

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

bUsy BusY WeeK...

Back To SchooL

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It's a branD neW YeaR!!

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Exams aRe FinaLLy over.... AND my 21st BirThDay is cOMing coMinG ComiNg...

Exams are round the CorNeR

I am so sad...

Life is neveR sMooTh saiLinG

VerY VeRy bUsY..

wOw... wHaT a busY dAy

What a GaTheRing!

TeaRs CanT be ConTroL

My LasT weeK of holidaY pasT too quicKLy...

I've turned into a LOBSTER!!!

SCHOOL IS REOPENING!!!

SO ANGRY!!!

My joB is reaLLy interesting huh...

I'm BacKKK.... Was a short yet EnJOYabLe TriP...

For U ppl out There whO missed the oLd gooD daYsss

Life is sweeter with you...

Unleashing a new life