Wednesday, February 02, 2005

I'm LosT -- aLL aLone In thIs BIG BIG woRld

Term had started for nearly a month and i am still feeling lost... i try my best not to skip lectures and tutorials... but even if i dun skip i still dun understand what the heck the profs are saying... OMG... i am getting to think that i dun belong to that world... kind of feel rather left out... i been trying all my best to do things right... but things arent always right... there are so many to rush... and i am getting lazier and lazier... always dun have the mood and the correct attitude towards my work... really feel like giving up... thought 2005 must be a whole new world to me... but it seems like it's still the same...

i have a report to rush as it is due tml.. but i really dun have to mood to do... thus i came in here to drop some thoughts so that my brain have enuff space to think of other things... hmm.... dunno what am i talking abt...

my friends are having some battles undercovered... i really hope nth is going wrong... and everything will be fine and as gd as ever.... i dun wish the friendship will turn sour just because of some silly miscommunications.... No matter wat, i just wish for the best... for them and for myself....

CherrieminT