Friday, September 30, 2005

I am so sad...

Just dunno why... feel like everything is against me... nothing seems smooth sailing... i really hate this feeling... it's really been a long time since i got such a feeling... so upset.... feel like a can of unopen soft drink... and someone just shaken it so hard that i feel so pressurised... feel like it's exploding.... i cant stand it anymore!!!!! I DUN WANT TO FEEL THIS WAY!! i hate it... hate it... hate it....

i feel so lousy... real loser... i just feel bad.. bad.. bad... i dunno wat to say.. i just wanna find somewhere to hide... i cant stand it... really...

CherrieminT

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Life is neveR sMooTh saiLinG

LiFe is neVeR sMoOTh sAiLinG... thought afteR GM's departure... Nothing can bE woRse... But just dunno why... feeling down... packed with tonnes of work to do... homework are piling up... small and big matters at home have to address... mum admitted to hospital last friday... discharged yesterday.. but with no results... book appointment for further investigation.. appointment with this doc and that doc... haiz~..

how i wish the world can stop moving... everyone can stop at where they are... let me be the only moving... let me have extra time to catch up.. and also spend some quailty time with myself... i have plenty of wishes and achievements i want to achieve... but i seem to be lagging behind... i think i really shld spend some time thinking abt what i really want to achieve...

CherrieminT

Sunday, September 04, 2005

VerY VeRy bUsY..

got complains that i havent been updating my blog... haha... *_* so i decided to drop a few words as i wait for my pc to load some stuff... pc has been going crazy lately.. nearly drive me crazy...

got plenty of stuffs to be done... but still not done yet.. haiz.. too many commitments...

- Heat transfer test on thurs
- cuifen's engagement on tues
- project meeting on both mon and wed
- tutorialsssssss
- tuitionssss

oh talking abt tuition... haha... i got my first teachers' day gift... haha... though it's a free gift but haha... like wat we always say is the thoughts that counts... haha...

oh, to make things short and sweet... haha... over the weeks... got myself a new phone.. **haha.. sue if u r seeing this, i am not spending alot... my phone is a zero value phone.. heehee..**
den got a MP3 from creative lately too... got to use thumb drive for my presentation that is coming soon... thought might as well get a mp3 rather than a just thumb drive.. **hee... excuse to get myself a MP3 huh.. haha.. watever...**

okay... got to go back to my books and reports liao... hope this satisfy u huh, sue.. haha... kidding.. =p

CherrieminT