Monday, August 29, 2005

wOw... wHaT a busY dAy

Was having tuitioN from 10 to 12... was late again.. *sob sob* hee... didnt really mean to be late... but was too tired... woke up but went back to sLeep... so in the end, reached at ard 1020... so left ard 1220... there, i procede on with my busy day... i took 93 to braddell den take 88 to work.... thought i can see dr h.. hee... but didnt get to see him, he got sth on and left ard 12 plus... so came a locum... havent seems him for a long time... but nice working with him.. den sms ling to tell her that i need to left on the dot and ask if she can come earlier or at least reach on the dot.. heehee... so when she came, i left... den took train to cityhall to meet jia & nick, carol & darrick... (yes... sad to say i was the extra one...) was pretty upset... reached there ard 1835.. met j & n at ard 7 but waited till 1915 den c & d came... so went c n d came, we asked them to treat.. haha.. so before we went over to sharon's bbq, we went to white sands' mac to take something light first... on carol...

saw a lot of ppl... many of whom i havent seem for years... got updated abt them... sounds like they had great deal of fun... ^_^

carol didnt bring her camera as she thought i will be bringing... but apparently, my camera low batt... forgotten to charge... so only manage to take a few pics...


Needless to intro... as u can see, pretty obvious who is who...





oh, dunno if i mentioned... MY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION WILL BE ON THE 17th DEC 05, details will be further updated.. *haha*
i was surfing the net for my reseach den started to search for birthday cakes as well... haha... saw swensens princess Jasmine's cake... it's nice.. but would be better if there were other designs... as in other pics of princess Jasmine... haha... hint ann... but pretty expensive.. so let's see how... haha...

CherrieminT

Thursday, August 25, 2005

What a GaTheRing!

Wanted to meet up with JC friends... but these ppl nearly make me go crazy.... initially there were at least 6 turning up... but apparently, or shld i say somehow, they informed someone that they are not coming and somehow not everyone was informed the exact details... so in the end beside ps and i, BY turned up... pathetic huh... haha... yeah... 3 persons' gathering... haha... had our dinner @ marina square @ swensen... den... sat there and chat for a while... probably to ard 8+, den BY went off... den ps and me went to strolling ard... went esplanade... haha... we went to hagen daz... heehee.. den went ard to snap beautiful us... haha... (*grin*)


nice nice... heehee...


TryinG harD to be fuNNy...


we like the words very much... wanted to take a pic with it.. but seems like very small huh... haha...


We were setting timers and putting the camera opp of us... den came along a pair of friends, i guess we looked very pathetic to them.. heehee... they offered to snap pic for us... haha... Yeah!!


TryinG to be funNy again... haha... WheRE is ThE LOVe???? **sob soB**

CherrieminT

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

TeaRs CanT be ConTroL

WenT to help mum to collect her medicines over @SGH yesterday.... upon reaching the bus stop to take the shuttle bus in... i starting recollecting my memories of the time i went to visit granny with grandauntie.... den when the bus went pass block 9, the sight of granny keep flashing through my mind... the bus drove pass the car park we park our car at when we visit gran, den went into SGH, block 6.... my tears went rolling down... saw the polar cafe at block 6, rem the times we were eating at the cafe with sisters and auntie... went to the pharmacy, leave the prescription and den went to delifrance to have my breakfast cum lunch... on the journey from pharmacy to delifrance, my recollections of the days when granny is in the hospital came to me again... sob sob... after ard 1 hr, went back to the pharmacy, but it's nt my turn yet... so went to the physiotherpy clinic... again, i rem the days i accompany granny to do her check-ups... and apparently the dr ask her to go for physiotherpy... den the physiotherpist asked me to rem gran's exercise and make sure she does it at home.... i rem those days, when i come home, i will ask gran, have u done it?? she will always say yes... ahahaa... but i know she didnt, even if she did, she didnt do the correct way... ^_^ haiz~

last night, i dreamt of gran... she came back to life.... (must have watch too much television shows...) i was over the moon.... hug her so tightly.... it's pretty real... the hug... i seem to be able to feel it... got so much to tell her.. but didnt really get to talk much...

actually was tell ann that it's really too sudden for me to accept gran's departure... she discharge from the hospital on thurs... and she look so gd... i really didnt noe she will leave so suddenly... her will of living is so strong.... she promised me that she will start walking on monday!! she will go downstairs on monday!! on the day before she discharge, she started talking to me abt what she will be cooking for us.... but since she's back she didnt leave her bed.... the monday didnt arrive... why??? i left hse on sunday without telling her... she looked for me!!! she wanted to ask me to go to the market to buy her favourite fried hokkien mee... but i went to work!!! WITHOUT TELLING HER!!! i really dunno why i didnt tell her that day... i always make sure i tell her tat i am leaving the hse or i reach home already.... but that day i didnt... left home at ard 5+... reach home ard 10+ but granny is GONE!!! i saw her at the lift lobby with the paramedics... i home and den left home with dad for TTSH... on the car dad was saying wat if gran is gone... i told him.. no worries... gran is okie... it will be just like in the past... go hospital to stay for awhile only.. ask him nt to talk nonsense... but over at the A&E, the paramedics told me and ann that actually her heart beat stopped on the way here... and the dr are now trying to save her... ann tempt was too high... she couldnt go into the a&E department... so i went in instead... i wait outside a rm... i was crying very badly... when the dr came out to ask me some qn abt granny's medical history... i saw gran inside... the drs were reviving her heartbeat.... i started crying further... the dr tried to calm me down.. but obviously didnt manage to... auntie jane arrived, so i went out for her to go in... cos only one person can go in to the department... gradually, my other uncles and aunties came.. we waiting outside the A&E department... waited till 11+ aunt gave a call to us and say the dr tried their best but couldnt get her back.... my... i cried further... hugging ann.. or rather she's trying to support me... i cant accept it... den some of my aunts & uncles came and give me a pat... consoling me... but... how to accept??? she was fine just hours ago... i regreted not talkin to her much on sun...

i miss the times when i have stomachache, i would always go into her room and she would help me apply medicated oil... i miss the times when i come home, complained to her the unhappiness i tolerated for the whole day... i miss the times when i am bored, i go into her room, lie beside her and tell her i am tired... i miss the times when i scold jalyn, she would always ask me nt to scold her... i miss the times when i came back from work, brushing my teeth, washing face etc, she would talk to me... and i would tell her wat happen in the clinic.. whether did my dr send me home... i miss the times she wake me up.... i miss the times she cooked breakfast for me.. i miss the times she buy breakfast for me... i miss the times when she's always so concerned if i've eaten... i miss the times she ask me to do this and do that... i miss the times i watch tv with her... animated mr bean...she would always laugh at mr bean... art attack... she would always say wow, this guy is fantastic... animated tazan... she will say this tazan dun look as good as the old times' tazan... channel 55 drama shows... channel 8 4.30pm and 5.30pm shows.... she would always tell me what happen... she either watched before or how the real history is like... i really miss the times i chat with her in her room... really.... we can chat abt anything under the sun... she tell me abt my uncles and aunties.... she tell me abt her past... she tell me abt history... the songs they sing... things she do... and of course listen to my complaints.... i really miss her.... i hope everthing is just a dream and tml i will wake up to see granny in her room....

CherrieminT

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

My LasT weeK of holidaY pasT too quicKLy...

Tdy is my first day of school for sem 5.. (haha.. sounds weird huh... like primary one kid.. haha..) Had a pretty fulfilling LasT weeK of my holiday...

Monday - a day of myseLf... spent quality time with myself... reading, watching tv, listening to music, practising for my KTV sessions(heehee..)..

Tuesday - WorKing... a very busy daY... patients kept coming till ard 1130pm...

Wednesday - WenT Kbox with SJ... haha... that is shiok.... it's my first time going to KTV with just one friend and i realised it's really very very shiok... the mike is urs throughout the session.. haha... we sing till the ppl come and chase us off.. haha... after tat wanted to go hm.. but rem that i havent call hannah, so gave her a call and realised that peisi is over at the center waiting for me... peisi got nafa test on tues, so they simply thought will make up on wed... lucky i'm free... so i told her tat will go down asap.... after tuition, went over to the clinic... initially wanted to play ard, disturb ling... but haha... more and more patients came... so help ling out.... den when i'm abt to leave to meet ann @J8 swensens, dr T asked me to record my timing... i told him nvm cos it's nt my slot and that i've come becos i was just passing by... but he told ling to write it down for me... so heck lor... he's the boss, he decides ba... wanna pay me more, i seriously dn mind... just that scare he might nt like it...

Thursday - MeT MY... went to watch the Island... nt a bad movie... haha... in fact i like it pretty much.. lyn say nt nice... haha... but apparently, haha... i think i am a scary cat.. haha... cos the Island is nt a scary movie but there were like 2 scenes that made me close my eyes tight enuff that i dun see anything else except darkness.. haha... MY say nth much... but still haha... me no guts... haha... den went shopping.. see see look look but didnt buy anything... dunno why... think been shopping too constantly lately.. so seems like nth to buy leh...
ended the day early cos it's ann's bday.... got to hurry to buy bday cake before the shops closed.... ann came back pretty late as her company organised a farewell party for may as she's leaving... so they went makan den drinking... so reached hm near 12... but still before 12.. haha... just make it for her bday...

Friday - Haha... wenT Kbox again.. this time with MY... haha... really shiok... i loved it man... sing and sing and sing... haha... too bad... no time to take photo... haha...
den went to pasir ris to meet armand to check in for chalet... overestimated the journey's time... reached half an hour early... went strolling in white sands... den armand reached ard 3.30pm... den we waited for auntie jane till ard 4pm... went ntuc to get drinks and tibits... den head off to the chalets... heehee.... played xbox with armand... makes me feel stupid... haha... den armand and i went to start the fire first... but after one hr of trying and trying... failed.. haha... den we hand over to auntie jane's friend... haha... think she set up within 10mins... haha... lousy me... (FYI, i am never near the fire when it comes to bbq.... so cant blame me... this is the first time after all... haha....) didnt stay for the night as i got tuition the next day in the morning and got to work in the evening....

oh, forgotten to wish both Singapore and Singaporeans

Happy 40th BirThdaY!!!

CherrieminT