Friday, August 25, 2006

Can't StOp ThiNKinG!!

Can't StOp ThiNKinG!!

I'm sitting outside the back of LT2 alone.. very quiet and peaceful place.. windy.. suppose to be studying, but just couldnt settle down.. with the laptop on hand.. internet is so near me.. cant stop surfing net, doing bo liao stuffz..

was looking for nice place in sch to sit down and wait for lyn and meanwhile study.. walked up and down E1A.. but seats are all taken up.. walk a little more.. ended up at LT2.. realised it's super near to my Prof's office.. but shldnt be a prob.. cos it's at a corner.. he might not walk past.. Ha, i'm wrong.. after sitting down for like 5 mins, my prof walked pass... i was like.. wad.. smile at him, and didnt know what to do next.. then he asked me some stuffz.. replied and den he walked away.. he walked pass again.. this time throw a glance over and turned away.. haha.. was afraid he ask me about my progress.. haha.. darn it.. haha..

yesterday, stayed in school till ard 7 plus.. watching web cast in the library.. was dead beat.. but mind was like running and running.. cant rest.. thinking and thinking in bus.. it will be good if i'm thinking about work.. but dunno why thoughts like wat have i been doing over the 21, coming 22 years of my life... seems like i havent achieve anything.. feels bad.. really wanna do some great.. but dunno wat.. kept askin myself, over the 21+ years, what have i got.. which part of life have i enjoyed.. done wat i really wanna do?? what if my life just end today.. can i answer to myself.. that i didnt waste my life away.. i'm worried.. if my life ends today.. i really got nothing i can claim i've achieved.. nothing great at all.. very pessimistic huh.. i think so too.. but seems like it's the fact.. there are really many things in life i wanna do but i still dun have the chance..

CherrieminT

Thursday, August 24, 2006

I dun wanna Give Up yet!

My mind is so preoccupied that I cant believe I forgot to pay for my food @ mac… Haha… After the gal packed my food, I took them, thanked her and walked off… haha.. people, dun misunderstood me.. i did NOT not pay for my food.. immediately the gal stared at me and told me tat I haven’t pay anything at all.. haha… opps… so pai seh.. haha.. I kept aplogising… haha..

Just met my prof in the afternoon… was pissed by myself… didn’t do a good job… was like quiet throughout the session when the 2 profs talked… opps.. I understood a little here and there.. but not entirely.. cant really blame me for that.. I couldn’t make it wat they were saying when they started to talk to themselves and in a very quick Indian accent… I’m not racist or anything.. just that I couldn’t make out wat they were saying esp when they talk to each other.. but in general.. did understand wat am I suppose to do.. or at least for the week.. and suppose to make another appointment with the dentist (one of the prof).. think got to do it by next meeting with the other prof…

Right after meeting the Profs I got to rush over to bishan for tuition… darn the waiting time for the time was a little too long.. it took me more than one hour to travel from sch to bishan.. hmm.. actually that’s sounds normal.. but anyway, was late for tuition for half an hour!!! Darn… that makes the bishan tuition to end at 7pm instead of 6.30pm. and this makes my break between the 2 tuition to reduce by half.. the other tuition start at 7.30pm… and that I need half an hour to travel from bishan to toa payoh based on traveling by bus… *inclusive of the waiting time* but lucky I didn’t wait too long for the bus.. the bus reach immediately after I got my mac meal..

Lyn got this community service work called meals on wheels where she collect the meals from some vans den she distribute to the elders’ home…

I think my dinner is den really what ‘meals on wheels’ shld mean.. I’m sorry.. I secretly ate my fries on bus.. but must pardon me.. I really got no time.. If I dun eat on bus.. I got no time to eat..

Pathetic huh… one day just passed like that.. busy in sch.. rush out from sch to tuition.. then rushing from tuition to tuition.. I’m so afraid that I cant last any longer..

My student’s mum ask me not to overwork.. but why is it that only outsiders can see that I’m overworking.. haiz.. Whatever! Guess this is really my life…

CherrieminT

Saturday, August 12, 2006

Eyes are the Best Camera.. Brain is the Best Memory Card

HA~~~ have been enjoying my 2-week holiday... a little upset cos 2 weeks passed so quickly... couldnt remember wat exactly i have been doing.. hee.. movie has always been in my TO-DO list... but i just cant find time to go.. kinda of sad..

met up with philips ppl.. pool, dinner... still owe jasper 10 bucks for dinner... opps... never like pool.. but after that day, okie lah.. initially didnt want to play much.. heehee, as usual.. but was asked to play... practically spoon-feed throughout the game... was taught which one to hit, where to aim etc etc... haha.. so didnt lose that badly.. only by one or two.. heehee..

went to watch fireworks jus now... coolz... really coolz... it's so beautiful... really makes me wanna go watch it again.. but gotta work tml.. sianz.. talking abt work.. so annoyed.. haha... was taking a nap in the afternoon of national day.. it's around 3pm, ann passed me my handphone, call from clinic... so picked up the phone.. it's ling... pei en got a test tml and she forgotten abt it until den.. cant work.. ask me to cover for her.. but i wanna watch NDP!!!! so i told ling HUH~~~ pls find someone else... really really cannot den call me.. so i went back to sleep... phone rang again at 4 plus... ling... cant find anyone... gotta work!!!!! darn... first.. i am taking my precious nap... second i wanna watch NDP.. third.. it's so darn last minute... not given much choice... made my way to work at 7.. all the way until 12 midnight.. sob sob... but wat to do...

anyway, back to my fireworks.. i went to esplanade... it's super darn crowded... couldnt make it to the very front but the place i was standing was not bad.. couldnt see the bottom.. but in general still got a pretty good view... so close to the fireworks.. coolz...
my digital cam's LCD screen is spoiled... darn... cant take down the wonderful sight... upset.. but just wat my cousin say... our eyes are the best camera.. our brain is the best memory card.. haha.. i will bare that in mind.. hehee... will always remember the nicey nicey fireworks in my brain...

den saw ann's secondary sch classmate... the owner of the pushcart permamently located at esplanade area... ha.. coolz... saw his namecard... wow.. his company deals with all the pushcarts thingy... includes design of pushcart, fabrication of pushcart... dunno whether is the business good not..

dunno if i can have my business in the near future... NEAR future... shall hope for the best huh.. heehee...

tml early morning 9am got tuition.. haiz.. gotta go and zzzzz le... =p

CherrieminT

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

What a WeeKEnD!!

Wow.. wat a weekend... lotsa of activities... went out with Philips ppl to Marina Square on friday... initially wanted to eat @ some Japanese restaurant.. but it's too crowded... so went over to Cafe Cartel.. food wasnt good... seems not properly cooked... it's either overcooked or undercook... jimmy's steak was pratically raw... super bloody... cant stand... super disgusting... they asked the waiter to change for them, when the food is back, the spagetti is super spicy.. started wondering if they did it on purpose... haha~~ watever! after that photo taking session! was too busy at work on the last day that i didnt have time to take photo at all... pathetic... so took that chance to take some photos... havent get the photos yet... will post it up with i have them..
After dinner, we went over to the hongkong restaurant to have our coffee and snacks... try the frech toast, not bad not bad... also tried the mango _____ watever... cant rem.. also not bad... at least the appearence is great...

As usual my saturday is pretty standard.. tuition in the morning... den work @ 3pm... all the way until 12midnight.. so there goes my saturday...

as for my sunday... sry carol n jia... didnt want to go for the movie... dun want to be the super bright lightbulb btw the 2 couples... noe u all dun mind.. but i mind.. heehee.. super weird feeling... wont enjoy even if i go... hope u all enjoyed the movie...

met yun and wen @ 2pm.. went over marina square.. haha... wanted to shop ard.. thinking of getting yun something as her farewell gift.. but in the end we went to kbox... haha... so decided tat wen and i shall treat her... after 3 hours of singing, it's time for dinner.. haha... so we went over to marina south... we fought to pay for the dinner... haha.. of course in the end we *wen n i* win... haha... yun kept insisting that she shld pay.. but anyway, it's our treat.. haha.. so in the end, she bought as drinks.. after dinner ard 8 plus, initially wanted to go off le.. but suggested playing bowling.. so went to have 2 games.. haha... this is funny funny... wen ask me not to mention her name... okie.. i shall abide.. from this part onwards i'm gonna name her as X... haha

it's been some time ever since all of us last played bowling... so asked each other not to laugh at one another.. but me being the evil one... heehee... erm, initially yun was humble.. haha.. but she's good... cant rem her first rd score, but her second one was 132... considering that she havent touch bowling for so long, this score is really great.. as for me i got 62 for the first rd.. pathetic huh.. as for the second one i got 92.. not too bad.. but still couldnt get more than 100... **good or bad score is relative... haha, so those bowling experts, pls dun say things like "huh? 92 good mah??" haha... **

as for X, it's nature's fault... X has a hmmmm... how shld i describe? erm, for ppl who noe me well, her arm is as unique as my fourth fingers... so when she throw the bowling ball.. the ball is bound to slant... no matter how hard she try, it will sure slant... so in the end, she collected **hmm... i shall keep that a secret...** SOME amount of eggs.. heehee... as for her score... i think i shall keep tat as a secret too.. haha... i think i'm super evil... haha... please dun kill me gal... i'll stop here.. haha

hmm... my computer crash.. damn... lost all my photos... sickening... hopefully my hard disk is okie... gonna go and help mum get her medications from SGH... gtg... will be back... haha..

CherrieminT