Monday, May 09, 2005

Tiring Day...

Earlier on i was saying it's going to be a busy week... but seems like i still can blog so frequent... haha.... decided to wash my hair just now... ***since clinics and hospitals are always the places where virus and baterica are plentiful.. heehee *_*...**** haha... so cant go to sleep yet...

Clinic had a short-circuit just when we are closing and preparing to go home... of course delaying my time to go home... sick... but was talking to Dr Heng while waiting... if only i had dr heng's mindset when i was deciding on the course to take... i definitely wont be in engin... i guess it's really tough to be an engineerer... the responsiblity is so great.... and it's really very tough.... theory is difficult... apply the theory is even more difficult...
haha.... dr heng mentioned that he had many friends taken engineering in the past... now most of them are in fields other than engin... haha... i guess i certainly going to follow the majorities' footsteps... haha... though it's really a waste if u dun put the things u learn for 4 years to use... but i guess i dun have the capabilty and the courage to do so....
always thought of being a teacher... but many ppl i talk to discourage me to do so... **only ms wang and ML(*grin*) didnt... heehee... ** ppl like Dr Soo, Mdm Tham, dr chua **sort of... he say no prospect = no $$.... heehee...**.... i really got no idea whether i have the passion.... afterall.. the kids today are really very tough.... was watching channel 8 just now... the program where Desmond koh and that Taiwanese gal... forgotten her name.... host... the kids now are really hard to control... guess basically due to the fact that there are more and more couples with only one kid and pampers the kid so much that they become *SPOIL*... or perhas the divorce rate is increasing over the years and there are more and more broken families and most of these kids lack of love, attention.. and thus cause them to rebel, to seek for attention.... but in general, the kids now are tougher to handle... guess in the past, as i remember, my dad has this comcept that i leave my children to the care of the teachers and if the teachers punishes them, it must be my child's fault and will never harbour the thought whether is the teacher doing sth right or wrong... ie. the teacher is in-charged... wont interfer their way of teaching...
but certainly over the years, the situation changed.... and that is the reason that make me ponder whether shld i go into the teaching line...

seems like i written tons of reasoning... haha... but really... my future seems very vague... i really got no idea what am i suppose to expect when i grad...

granny always tell my dad's cousin that i am in uni... in engin... and dad's cousin will always reply that dun worry some much abt my future now.... major in engin need not be an engineerer.. just like him... PhD in **chemical process *i think*** but is a broker in the past... now retired and enjoying life....
i really admired this uncle of mine.... the last time i saw him was during granny's wake.... he's always looking as gentleman as he is... smart as he is.... and the best thing is he came in sports car... haha.. he's like a 60++ *old man*... guess must be driving the son's car... but anyway... very cool... heehee...
guess i just have to heed his advice.... need nt worry SO MUCH... take things easy... and shall wait till i grad.. haha.... and that will be in another 2 years time... how i wish the day arrive asap... heehee...

oh... was ttalking abt work in the beginnin.... tiring day.... tonnes of patient... lucky today janet ard... ziyun on training.. otherwise i sure cry... now my body aching... haha... over strain.. heehee.. going to sleep soon.... update tml night after i come back from work.... 5-12... sianz... MONDAY BLUES... hope nt many ppl have MONDAY BLUES.. ie. wont get sick and dun need to see doc.... haha... if my bosses ever see this.. heehee they will hate me.... hee heee....

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