Monday, December 05, 2005
Exams aRe FinaLLy over.... AND my 21st BirThDay is cOMing coMinG ComiNg...My 21st BirThDay is cOMing coMinG ComiNg.... excited... yeaH... To those who are reading this... HAHA... pls pls pls REMEMBER to come come come... haha.... still cracking my head on wat bday present i want... haha... **thick skinned** haha... no choice huh... got ask by some ppl huh... haha...
Coming to think... haiz... been telling Grandma abt my 21st birthday... tellin her this yr I AM GOING TO TURN 21.... but... haiz... when it's really hereZ... she's no ard... **sob sob**
aCtUally seriously speaking... cannot celebrate any festival or any thing for a least one year... but i noe Granny wouldnt mind me celebrating my Birthday....
i beginning to miss Gran again... cant control the emotions again.... went to watch Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire... when harry brings cedric's body back... and when cedric's dad realise his son is dead.... my tears went rolling.... i hate these scenes... it just remind me of the scenes in TTHS & SGH...just cant take it...seeing someone so close leaving u....
i just finish reading Harry Potter & the Order of Phoenix... Sirrius dead... my tears didnt went rolling.. but my heart just simply feels the pain harry is feeling... gosh... it's so similar to gran's departure... she left so sudden... cant even hear her last words... cant tell her how much i love her... cant tell her how much i need her... cant tell her how much i appreciate her... cant tell her how much i respect her.... gosh... i really miss her.... scenes in the hospital are flashing cross my brain... i cant control... i really miss her a lot...
missing her... missing her very very much....
12:52 AM
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