Friday, April 14, 2006
..I Miss GRanDMa..
..I Miss GRanDMa..
As usual, i'm missing gran again.. went to the cemetery a week back.. really cant imagine it's already one year plus since gran left.. I miss her.. she just cant leave my mind.. everything i do, she will always be on my mind..
Yesterday, i'm sick again.. down with flu, cough, uncomfortable throat etc etc.. no fever though... but no one knows tat i went to the doctor.. wanted to tell sis but she was too busy.. i wanted to tell mum and dad.. but no point.. make them worry... i mean i know it's a small issue.. but just wanna let someone know.. perhaps i got so used when gran is ard, she helps me drop eye/ear drop, she reminds me to take medicines.. ask me to sleep early.. ask me to take chicken essence.. ask me to do this and do that.. dad wanted to replace gran, he reminded me to take chicken essence when he see me sleeping so late... but the fact is tat he got no idea tat those at home are already finished... i didnt tell him.. cos i dun want him to worry.. but if gran is here.. she wouldnt just remind me to take.. she will either heat it up or she will take one and put it within my eyesight and reminded me to take it just before i leave house for my exams... i mean.. i dun expect anyone to do this for me.. cos i think it's time i grow up from all these pampers.. but this really makes me miss gran even more.. it's not as though i miss gran only with i need her.. i really miss her every now and then... feel really sad without her... i noe my family is always trying hard to help one another to feel better.. but it's really hard... no one can replace her in that special place in each of our own heart.. we will all miss her...
7:21 PM
CherrieminT
Saturday, April 08, 2006
BACK by SPeciaL ReqUesT
BACK BY SPECIAL REQUEST!!
Haha... met up with Ms CaRoL... was told tat my blog huh... blah blah blah blah... haha.. so must update a bit occasionally.. haha..
Many many things happened... of course... it's been so long ever since i update... think since the beginning of the sem... was really really busy...
hmm... let me update one by one...
Today:
went out with Ms Tan... i was LATE... haha... left the workshop late.. they were still trying to assemble O**O... really got to go.. got a date with such a popular gal.. maybe rejected a few dates becos of me... if i cancel.. haha.. i think she will kill me.. haha... went for dinner at Thai Express.. hmm.. really cant rem wat lyn eaten the other day... rem it was veri nice nice... but the rice i ordered today isnt tat fantastic... den went coffe club... chat chat and chat.. haha... really dunno why got everything under the sun to talk abt... haha..
Oh... this morning got a shock of my life... i was walking towards the bus stop... walking behind this lady who is walking a dog... the dog looks real cute... den... as usual.. i am always afraid of dogs... so i keep cool... wanted to overtake the lady.. ie walk beside the dog.. den suddenly... the dog turn around.. look at me eye to eye.. den suddenly.. it leap towards me and start barking... wat lau... i got a shock lor.. instantly.. jump back and scream... haha.. so pai sei...
Wednesday:
went to visit gran... the flowers i put there seems to have lose it's colours... so sad... next time when i'm going.. i make sure i buy more flowers... durian puffs... fried hokkien mee... fried oyster egg... gran's fav... really hope she's ard to eat them...
after tat went over to dover road dad's friend stall to eat... free food... alot to eat... veri veri full... haha... den after tat, got to go back to school to finish off my cost section... dad fetched me to sch... went to look for raymond immediately... ask him for help desperately... haha... got the help i needed... wow... relieved...
wanted to ask dad to ferry me from sch to tuition.. but dad says tat there will definitely be a jam... darn... so tat means go by urself... sob sob.. haha... nvm.. lect ended early... managed to avoid the stupid jams... yeah... reach bishan at 7... sufficent time for me to go for dinner... yea...
once i got hm.. got to continue my report... finished it off at ard 11 plus.. slept at ard 12 plus... darn.. got to wake up at 5.30AM... haiz.. always like tat...
This sem in particular.. have been sleeping late and waking up early... fell sick the other time becos of lack of sleep=low immunity... best thing is tat i have been sleeping in the bus... AND i MISSED MY STOP!!! for the 3 years in uni... this sem is the first time i missed my stop... and guess wat i missed my stop twice in a row... once stopped at XJ's hse there... walked to ftp there den take 232... den another time, took to sajc tat side... darn... cross the super long bridge... haiz...
Den other times i didnt miss the stops.. but i think i slept until very very soundly... apparently dancing some head dance.. haha.. if u understand tat... haha.. really super tired... like this morning.. even after i showered.. i was just sittin on the chair watching tv... i kinda of fell asleep.. haha.. nearly dun want to leave hse... haha...
guess tat all for now.. really very tired... haha... will be back..
12:38 AM
CherrieminT