Friday, April 14, 2006
..I Miss GRanDMa..
..I Miss GRanDMa..
As usual, i'm missing gran again.. went to the cemetery a week back.. really cant imagine it's already one year plus since gran left.. I miss her.. she just cant leave my mind.. everything i do, she will always be on my mind..
Yesterday, i'm sick again.. down with flu, cough, uncomfortable throat etc etc.. no fever though... but no one knows tat i went to the doctor.. wanted to tell sis but she was too busy.. i wanted to tell mum and dad.. but no point.. make them worry... i mean i know it's a small issue.. but just wanna let someone know.. perhaps i got so used when gran is ard, she helps me drop eye/ear drop, she reminds me to take medicines.. ask me to sleep early.. ask me to take chicken essence.. ask me to do this and do that.. dad wanted to replace gran, he reminded me to take chicken essence when he see me sleeping so late... but the fact is tat he got no idea tat those at home are already finished... i didnt tell him.. cos i dun want him to worry.. but if gran is here.. she wouldnt just remind me to take.. she will either heat it up or she will take one and put it within my eyesight and reminded me to take it just before i leave house for my exams... i mean.. i dun expect anyone to do this for me.. cos i think it's time i grow up from all these pampers.. but this really makes me miss gran even more.. it's not as though i miss gran only with i need her.. i really miss her every now and then... feel really sad without her... i noe my family is always trying hard to help one another to feel better.. but it's really hard... no one can replace her in that special place in each of our own heart.. we will all miss her...
7:21 PM
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