Sunday, July 16, 2006
Tired tired LiFe.. i need a BREAK!!
i didnt enjoy my week at work.. dun really have much assignments on hand... was looking for things to do... help a bit here and there... but dun enjoy.. cos nothing belong to me... just doing some manual or rather labour jobs here and there...
mow called me on thurs night... already had a long long week, not to say long long day.. den chatted on the fone until slightly past 12... keep asking me.. whether if i regretted breaking up with him etc etc.. haha.. den i didnt have much to rebel him.. ann was beside me when i was chatting.. den she reminded me tat i can bombard him with the same thing.. asking if he regretted not cherishing me... etc etc... haha... so in the end we bombarded each other with these qns.. haha... a bit stupid lar... but okay lar... still the same.. chatting with him still makes me laugh my heart out at times... haha... always thought my no was already well memorised by him.. deep down in his heart.. cos i noe tat gal of his deleted my no. haha... the actual fact is tat he saved under some nicknames.. mine was under my nic tat my family calls me... haha... anyway, told me alot of his ns stuff... didnt really understand.. but okay lar...
today went for clinic training... initially thought it's some posh seminar room with catered food etc... but okay lar... it's some office with packet food... and coffee club coffee... not that bad... didnt take as long as i thought it might... now i really noe wat is 3 women = 1 market... we had ard 9 women.. and tat means it's 3 markets.. haha... after the training session, the journey from the place to the train station was super noisy.. everyone is talking... talking... haha... but had great deal of fun... den ling and i got to go back to work.. so decided tat we should go somewhere to hang ard.. in the end, 6 of us went to marina sq... chat and chat... from ard 12 plus to 2 plus... first time going out with them... haha... in fact, it's really very fun.. den when 3 parted with us, left with jo, ling and myself... den we walk down to pitstop... took some time to find the way... by the time we reached there, it's ard 3 plus... den we started playing games.. had a great deal of fun as well... i was thinking we should go der in a big big grp... all the *ard* 15 of us... haha... den it's really a super super big big market.... imagine 15 gals.. haha... i really cant imagine the noise we can make.. haha... just a few of us is already so nosiy.. den if all the 15 of us.. wow.. think the building will collapse... haha.. but too bad... clinic is open everyday.. not much of a chance to go out all together... kinda of sad... but still must find means and ways to go out together....
oh, was offered by peiru whether if i wanna go thai together with her friends... hmm.. cant decide... feel like going.. cos it's cheap and 6days 5night... can really take my own sweet time to explore thai leh.. but very sianz leh.. already went thai so many times liao... still go... besides, she will be flying on the 27th.. i scare i wont be able to leave work... so i got no idea... havent agree... but really feel like lor... upset...
oh, called wen on wed night to catch up with her ever since the last ktv session.. was a short short conversation... was on my way to tuition... so couldnt talk too much... she called me on fri evening... talk abt her work.. haiz, if that's my working environment, i will die lor... sianz... but money is always my motivation... her pay is good.. so it will be super difficult for me if i'm in her shoes... haiz... feel super sorrie abt it... but haiz... no choice... office politics... diff to avoid.. oh, she also told me abt yun... happily attached... going over aust soon... gd for her... ^_^.. in fact envy very much...
suddenly feel very tired of everything... working so hard... or rather too hard... feeling really wear out... really feel like taking a break... but i still need to pull through for another 2 weeks.. i know it's short.. but i'm really wear out... waking up early, sleeping late... never at home... not much time for myself... last week, went over to tampines to see doc... registered at 12, only manage to see the doc at 4pm.. but meanwhile was shopping at tampines mall myself... pretty enjoyed the time.. shopping at my own pace... buying things as and when i like... taking a rest... sitting at a cafe, drinking coffee, reading storybook... really really very nice feeling... but too bad it was raining... other wise if i could pop by the library, it will really be quality time... but the thing is tat it's too far from home, den the next day have to wakey early.. etc etc... but really enjoyed the time with myself.... doing things tat i like... and most importantly, at my own pace.. no need to rush for tuition, or rush for work... etc...
tml got tuition... in fact is later... so need to slp soon le... otherwise tml sure super tired... it sunday again... i wish the week will always stayed in saturday afternoon...
i'm really very tired... think i say it before but i still wanna repeat myself.. everyday, waking up aat 0540 to prepare for work... reach office at 0740, leave office at 1745... reach tp at 1830.. home at 1845.. but got to leave home again at 1915 for tuition... usually reach home at ard 2200... watch a little tv, shower, etc... sleep at 0000.... den next day, repeat the whole thing again.. until friday.. den can go out in the evening.. but by den i'm already wear out.. totally switched off... den sat morning got to go tuition again... after tat work @1500 at clinic... till midnight.. den sunday... haiz... sunday usually pass the fastest... when i need sun so much... it's end so fast... before i knew it.. sob sob...
I'm reaLLy veRy vErY TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!
1:45 AM
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