Friday, August 25, 2006
Can't StOp ThiNKinG!!Can't StOp ThiNKinG!!
I'm sitting outside the back of LT2 alone.. very quiet and peaceful place.. windy.. suppose to be studying, but just couldnt settle down.. with the laptop on hand.. internet is so near me.. cant stop surfing net, doing bo liao stuffz..
was looking for nice place in sch to sit down and wait for lyn and meanwhile study.. walked up and down E1A.. but seats are all taken up.. walk a little more.. ended up at LT2.. realised it's super near to my Prof's office.. but shldnt be a prob.. cos it's at a corner.. he might not walk past.. Ha, i'm wrong.. after sitting down for like 5 mins, my prof walked pass... i was like.. wad.. smile at him, and didnt know what to do next.. then he asked me some stuffz.. replied and den he walked away.. he walked pass again.. this time throw a glance over and turned away.. haha.. was afraid he ask me about my progress.. haha.. darn it.. haha..
yesterday, stayed in school till ard 7 plus.. watching web cast in the library.. was dead beat.. but mind was like running and running.. cant rest.. thinking and thinking in bus.. it will be good if i'm thinking about work.. but dunno why thoughts like wat have i been doing over the 21, coming 22 years of my life... seems like i havent achieve anything.. feels bad.. really wanna do some great.. but dunno wat.. kept askin myself, over the 21+ years, what have i got.. which part of life have i enjoyed.. done wat i really wanna do?? what if my life just end today.. can i answer to myself.. that i didnt waste my life away.. i'm worried.. if my life ends today.. i really got nothing i can claim i've achieved.. nothing great at all.. very pessimistic huh.. i think so too.. but seems like it's the fact.. there are really many things in life i wanna do but i still dun have the chance..
1:35 PM
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