Sunday, December 10, 2006

Counting down to my Birthday... 11 days to go

Grandparents' photo

Birthday is drawing nearer and nearer.. getting older by one year soon.. wiser i suppose... but definitely not less emotional.. havent been talking abt granny lately.. but she's always in my heart, in my mind.. miss her very much.. like i have always been saying.. life is really different without her.. really wanted her to watch me grow up... or at least my grad day.. my wedding day.. my first born's birth day..

she's a old notes($$) collector.. she has a stack of old notes, incl. a ship series $100 note... initally decided to leave it for the next great grand child. but later she decided to give to my dad's first grand child.. that means either my sisters or mine child.. was looking through my own old notes collection (the genes is passed down.. hehee) i kept granny's $100 note there as well... looking at it makes me feel like tearing again... oppz..
the other day went to SGH to help mum to collect her medicine.. cant help tearing.. was in the shuttle bus "touring" SGH.. before reaching destination.. cant help recollecting the scenes with granny at SGH.. remembering her brushing through my hair and told me that she misses me.. i miss her alot too... and even more now..
the only thing i desire is to see her even more often in my dreams.. i know this sounds silly.. but that's the best i could wish for..

Mr zhou is asking me to join him... need to work tml... tired.. tired...

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